An apology

Biblioklept

I know that rumours are flying around about me, saying that I’ve been bullying and intimidating another member on here, which I absolutely have not and would never!! I feel sick that anyone would even think it of me!! I still beat myself up about not doing more to help a girl I knew at school that was being bullied, like it truly haunts me that I didn’t help her and no one else did either. I literally think about her all the time and it’s one of the reasons I can’t ever sit by and watch when I see injustice or someone being hurt now and why I can hand on heart say I would never bully someone myself!!
I feel pretty heartbroken that someone is saying that

But I know that other people are getting hurt as a result, and being treated unfairly for daring to talk to me, and that just isn’t fair and for that I want to apologise with all my heart, you’re amazing people and don’t deserve that. 💕

I kind of got so focussed on how hurt I was at being called a bully I forgot how much it must hurt for you guys to be accused of betrayal and disloyalty and being made to constantly prove yourself. You’re amazing people and some of the nicest I’ve met ❤️❤️ and I’m sorry that my presence and friendship has resulted in that for you x

I know some people might feel angry and I am a bit, but I’m mostly just hurt, and concerned that my presence here is causing so much unrest. I can see that this person accusing me is uncomfortable when I’m around and I get it, I’m a lot. I don’t like myself most days either. 😅

Sorry this is so long and probably very random and vague to those who don’t know what’s going on, I don’t want to call anyone out publicly but I do want to have my say, which I’ve done, so yeah

Should I have sent this as a PM to them instead of posting publicly? Probably, but I don’t want anything else I say to be misconstrued or twisted so if it’s here you can all see it and no more lies can be told about me

I guess all that’s left to say is; I don’t want to be the cause of anyone else’s pain, even unintentionally, so I’m going to give space and stop posting, for now at least

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗

poppy123456

I have no idea what's happened but I'm truly very sad to see this, this morning. You are such a lovely person, with a very kind heart. I love reading your comments and always smile when I see you posting again. I don't know how anyone doesn't see the same thing I do but I know we are all different.

I don't think you've done anything wrong by posting this thread, you haven't named the person either. Please don't stay away because you will be missed by so many people, myself included. ❤️

Lou67

@Biblioklept
Good morning I’m really glad you posted this, as yesterday was a very difficult and trying day for me so I can only imagine how you felt.
I feel angry at myself I didn’t speak out but I did reach out to admin as I couldn’t just sit back and say nothing.
You are one of the nicest people I have met on here and I’m so sorry this has happened. It’s just a shame everyone doesn’t see that.

But please know you are well thought off by loads off people and I would hate for this to keep you away from here, I have actually decided to step back myself for a wee while as I do feel rubbish with it all.

😘❤️

Sandy_123

Oh @Biblioklept as everyone else has said you are really lovely and brighten my day up with your posts. Don't let someone make you feel unwelcome. I hope to see you posting again soon. There really is nothing to apologise for

surfygoose

Sorry to hear you’ve had a bad experience. I hope you will feel comfortable to return soon. Don’t get put off being here. Lots of people value you.

Binky1234

@Biblioklept I very rarely post and usually just stay in the background but I just had to say on all the posts that I have read that you have made and I can 100% say that you come across as a extremely nice and a very kind person, that's my opinion and when I saw this thread I just had to post, I have no idea what's happened or why I feel such a strong urge to post but I do and please trust me when I say that what comes across very clearly to myself is that you are many things kind, funny, a valued member of scope but you certainly do not and never once in all the posts that I have read have you ever came across as a bully!

@Biblioklept I just had to comment, please take care and come back soon, sending you a virtual hug 🫂

chiarieds

I've not been on the community much recently so don't know what happened either, but one thing I know @Biblioklept is that you'd never, ever, bully or intimidate anyone. You are always kind & very thoughtful, & definitely well respected.

I'm so sorry this has also affected you @Lou67 . Hope to see you both back on the community very soon. Hugs to you both ❤️