Mandatory Reconsideration failed

Hi everyone.

I claimed for PIP many months ago as I've been having mobility issues since around 2 years now. I've been walking with a crutch ever since. I have difficulties in walking and standing for long periods. I work, and also drive as I'm okay sat down, but once I'm up I suffer from terrible pain, along with having arthritis in my hands, but I am okay with that and it makes no difference. 

Well, moving on to PIP I was called in for an assessment, and then got my report back saying I don't qualify for PIP because I can do certain tasks i.e, talk, plan journeys, cook, clean etc. and those are tasks which I never do, they don't apply to me at all. But, what does apply to me is that I cannot walk properly, and I struggle to get out of my car. I don't have a blue disability badge so I have to park in the normal bays. I have to purposely park my car quite wide so another driver can't fit their vehicle right next to mine, because if I don't I won't be able to get out or get into my car. 

I can't park my car further away, in those empty bays, as I won't be able to walk that distance. I'd probably end up getting to the entrance and return back. 

Well moving on, when I sent a letter for a mandatory reconsideration I put these points down. On the day of the assessment and in the letter I showed full honesty. But, now I'm thinking I wish, I honestly wish I over-exaggerated. I know for a fact, there are many people, many as in hundreds and thousands out there who fake disability, who fake that they cannot work and claim allowances, claim parking badges. During the day they act as though they're suffering so much, but in the night they are running around doing all sorts! No wonder the world's a mess, the truth has very value! Many even own up to it and give others advice on how to make such false claims. My conscience won't allow me to do that. Never. I just don't know how people can do that. 

I feel sorry for myself and all those people who are genuinely unwell and are put through such difficult circumstances. 

Anyways, apologies for the rant. I'm just frustrated at the decision. I'm not well as it is and in the mandatory reconsideration letter, they stated that I seemed quite fit and fine, as in physically and my cognitive skills were fine, but hello!! My problem is my leg, not my mental health.

Ok, fair enough. I'm not so desperate about receiving money. I'm not so financially weak, but mobility wise I am. I also, wrote in the letter for mandatory reconsideration if I can qualify for a disability badge which I could at least use whilst I'm out at work, shopping etc. It would make my life easier, my family's life easier - as they are suffering with me too. But, there was no mention about this point when the letter came through from DWP. 

Lastly, so what if I don't want to go ahead with the PIP financial help, but at least claim some sort of benefit such as, the most obvious; Blue Parking Badge, is there a different procedure to that? Or do I have to go through the Tribunal re-appeal thing?? 

I'm actually going to read the letter again and see if I manage to pick out anything else. 

Finally, thank you for taking out time to read and answer this, and apologies once again.