Hello to all,
I have been reading on this forum for many weeks now following my application for PIP and scoring zero at assessemnt and MR stage.
Decided to get brave this morning and join

I would be grateful for any advice please?
When I read my assessment report, I was shocked. I did not recognise the person who it was referring to? Throughout there was a constant reference to "3 days", not a time period I ever once mentioned? The assessor noted many times a reduction in only one of my MH meds since last claim (2016) but completely overlooked a new med I heavily depend on which I was prescribed in 2018 by my consultant, Modafinil.
My last claim for PIP was because I had a complete mental breakdown to the point I believed I needed to be sectioned. Dark, bad times.
In the years since 2016 I have fought long and done a lot of hard work on myself. From being totally housebound due to panic & anxiety, I am now able to drive alone, a total of 5-10 little roads around my home, no more. I also work 2 late evening shifts consecutively but only with medication (diazepam & Modafinil - which is a legal, medically prescribed stimulant because of my CF. Getting a job was a major milestone for me and by no means easy.) It was either take these or give up work which personally for me was not an option. I love my job, it gives me a sense of purpose, self worth and provides social interaction. I am such a people person and actually miss people! The side effects I suffer from taking Modafinil do not allow me to "pop" them every single day or I would willingly do so to have some sense of normality, energy wise.
In 2004 I was diagnosed with an auto-immune disease / liver disease, hence my CF.
Following working my 2 shifts (3-11pm as I unable to work earlier or unmedicated) I "crash" for the next 2+ days, bed bound. I think my consultant called it PEM, post exertional malaise? I seldom dress, bathe, or function in any way remotely similar to how I used to pre CF symptoms becoming worse for the rest of the week. Hence my application for PIP last September. I have to allocate my energy in terms of priority.
I also have an occluded / blocked main artery at the top of my left arm (long story). The blood flow is very restricted so I am unable to grip, elevate or use this arm for longer than a minute or so until it goes dead and needs shaking back to life. It aches like crazy. I explained to the assessor that I simply can not wash or dry my own hair because of it (my daughter does it for me) and I didn't even score 2 points for that?? Beggars belief.
Assessor focused on it being my non-dominant hand and no input from my consultant. I did explain that any input would mean a triple bypass in that arm, with a lengthy op and a very real 50/50 chance if the op was not successful, me needing the arm amputated (verified by consultant letter). Until you have a dud arm you never realise just how many chores need two

She used my ability to work 2 medicated shifts and drive (only 5-10 small roads to exacerbate my abilities and back up statements of "she shold / could". My arm out right in front of me, more or less level with my chest allows for minimal blood flow with small sequential movements for no more than 3/5 minutes at most. If my MH permitted, I seriously doubt I could drive for longer than that because of it.
So sorry for such a long post and the reason I am here -
I am going to appeal to tribunal. I did write a lengthy MR to no avail. My local, charitable (I think) Law Centre have said they will represent me at tribunal. I am going to do a paper based appeal as going outside of my safety zone, 5-10 streets (my work is 5 small roads from my home) feels so much bigger than my capabilities at this point and I do not want to undo the progress I feel I have made or set myself back. I can only hope the tribunal understands and respect this.
I know I need to fill in the on-line form etc. What I wondered was, do I need to send the actual MR I initially wrote and sent to the DWP?
Also I intend to do a personal statement which I have started already, how long can it be??? I am worried as I feel mine will be lengthy. I have consultant letters etc.
Its no fun gauging CF, trying to find a window of opportunity in which to function. Living by a time table your body determines with no in-put from me!! I have taken more Modafinil in the last 2 weeks since I have ever done since them being prescribed in 2018.
Thank you in advance for any advice, know it will be massively appreciated.