Feel like I'll never get moved to somewhere suitable for my disability needs because my local council have decided to change their policy that their own tenants (I'm housing association but live in the borough so they're who I go through for social housing) are given priority. My housing officer confirmed that even if they're in a lower band than me (I'm in Band B medical) they get priority over me. What's worse is I've been able to bid since January and that's when they only put that change into effect as before it was the same as all other councils your priority band and date were considered first on properties bidded for. I understand their own homeless tenants needs a permanent property but their current one is suitable for their non needs, while mine isn't for my medical needs at all.
So I can't use the stairs in my home, I haven't been able to have a proper wash (only sink baths) in years as I can't access the bathroom upstairs, also cannot get outside to access medical treatment (I cannot use the communical stairs and there is no lift) and add to that my home has a constant rodent infestation and nothing seems to be getting rid of them! I've bidded on yet another property and the outcome is "not prioritised" once again. I'm in tears right now, in addition to constant pain and I'm honesty considering ending my life because there just seems no way out and I can't take it anymore as this is no life to live.