not sure what's happened, but for some reason i can't make reply comments to my last post, so i'm trying a new one (i hope that's allowed)
thank you to both people who have replied so far, the unease has lessened a bit, so i guess reassurance was all i needed haha
i'm currently writing a list of positives i can look at when the anxiety kicks in again
will probably make another short post tomorrow after the viewing of (hopefully) my new flat!
thanks again
