I’m 65 years I have 3 care give us a day but otherwise I’m on my own with no friends or I live in a court it’s not very friendly thinking alcohol gambling and very noisy especially weekends. I’m a very sick ill and colon “ arthritis and spondylosis of my spine and neck on a special because” on a special food it about a weekly between £80-£90 I’ve got PTSD dyslexia asthmatic disorder anxiety and suicidal tendencies 4 times so far some days I feel better if I was dead I need a good lady friend you know nothing too serious because I’m widowed divorce