I wish to thank
@thespiceman and chloe and all the other members who reached out to me in my time of need thanks to this forum giving me confidence and self belief i went into the scope charity shope on Denmark hill camberwell and enquired about volunteering and it looks very positive I'm just going to work on my 2 references gather my I D and proof of address then I can go back and talk to a lovely manageress who was very warm kind encouraging and understanding but I wouldn't have had the guts or know how without all you fabulous people on here who helped me over the xmas period I am so grateful thankyou very much #watch this space i could be a scope volunteer soon xoxo