Hello Everyone,
I am glad I joined this community.
I have been diagnosed with FND and muscle skeleton disorder 3 years ago.
I had an accident at work and after 3 years I have to retired on illnesses capability. Due to my mobility, chronic pain, spasms in back and pins and needles in my right legs, falling due to my mobility, ear pain, headache, bowel movement problem and urine too.
I am 42 years old now and I am glad my partner is helping me with my daily task and shower. Is so difficult for him too as he has got an ADHD and he is very active - me I am opposite, I am exhausted, fatigue and lack of sleep at night. Diazepam helping me during the night but that’s not always a case. I am waiting on referral on my psychology and I have to give up physio as after one session I’ve fallen and girls was in a tears. Came home and I was in agony for 3 days crying with a pain. I have seen my neurologist but he thinks it’s a trauma by my accident at work. I was study to work for NHS/council and now I have to forgot about this job. My listing and memory forgetting some ongoing conversation or my partner saying I am not listing.
I hope they will send me for some rehabilitation as I know waiting time is 1/2 years but I don’t know how things are in Scotland. I just don’t wanna meet anybody and I am so depressed as I lost my job I loved and I will never able to return to nursing/caring industry.
That’s me for now .