TW: mental health issues and talk
I’ve just seen on the news that the new government are going ahead with the Tory benefit reforms, which would see people like me stripped of over £400 a month.
I’ve been on ESA since 2017 for anxiety/depression and I’ve been on the list for an autism and adhd assessment for over a year. I have no help. There is. No. Help.
if this goes ahead I will no longer be able to afford the basics such as food. Scared to death is an understatement. I am shaking, I live my life on a knifes edge and I’ve recently decided to (trigger warning) live instead of seeing the ultimate way out as an option, now this happens.
How could a labour government do this? The system abandoned me as a teenager when I was crying out for help, the system failed me over and over as an adult until I gave up trying to reach out and now the government is going to take away the only thing that allows me to survive.
I don’t live a normal life, I’m unable to have or see friends, I can’t go to the hairdresser or nail salon because of severe anxiety, im barely living a life but it’s more than I can cope with already. Any stress over and above that has sent me into psychosis before. Forcing me into poverty will not force me into work it will force me into a grave.
My heart is broken and there is no way out is there? I thought labour would protect the vulnerable, I don’t even know what to do anymore.