Depression and suicide ideation

Jampa
Jampa Online Community Member Posts: 19 Contributor

I have suffered from severe depression and suicide ideation for most of my life. In the last 10 years or so it has become much worse. To date I have tried, unsuccessfully to end my life on 6 occasions. I face a daily struggle to find reasons to live. Can anyone help me find more/new reasons please?

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  • Community_Scope
    Community_Scope Posts: 2,040 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Hi @Jampa

    I'm sorry to hear you're going through this, one of the team will pop over an email in while please look out for it, you're not alone

  • Jampa
    Jampa Online Community Member Posts: 19 Contributor

    Thank you for your kind words 🙏

  • WhatThe
    WhatThe Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 4,810 Championing

    Hey Jampa and welcome to Scope 🤗

    This brought a tear to my eye. Yes, I felt that way through most of my life - puberty onwards - until I realised it wasn't normal and most other people didn't have those feelings. It led to an autism diagnosis in my 50's. I had always suspected my depression was linked to food and it turns out it was.

    You are never alone with a community like this one.

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 15,415 Championing

    I'm sorry to hear that you aren't alone I struggle with it as well