see title. functionally unemployed for 6 years despite managing to sort of disguise it with my CV. too burnt out to keep volunteering aside from what i'm already doing. got lots of cptsd triggers I need to unpack that can only be done via directly working in the workplace, with all the expectations that comes with it (ie. not volunteering)> Struggling to apply for jobs, as I'm not hearing back. plus, even if i did get through that whole process, I see no point, as I expect i'll just get let go in a few weeks for being myself.
so i need to be directly connected with employers who will take me on, with a minimal application process. and where they'll actually get back to you and not ghost. Where does this exist, if it even does?