Hi, my name is catlady57! I have recently started a part-time 2 module course only 6 hours a week but without the loan in place. I've now applied for student finance. I receive ESA support group because of bipolar, so do not have to work but thought I'd go to Uni to keep the brain stimulated at the age of 61! I looked on-line as told can apply for a disabled student allowance and now seeing info on how applying for a loan can affect your ESA! In addition, I didn't think about the fact that as unable to work - how could I pay the loan back! The Uni encouraged me to apply but now I don't think I'll get loan & if I do it will screw up my ESA. I can't seem to find any definitive answer to my plight - feel so stupid but have been in manic phase recently - can anyone advise