Hello @Madeline Pleased to meet you welcome.
Thank you for joining and sharing. Sorry to hear this. How can we as a community help and advise be supportive.?
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Have a look around our website. We are friendly. Care and share.
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Please ask if we can help and advise . Some one will know from our community or a member of our team.
Please take care.