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She evil woman

sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
She thumping til after 11 at nite. All I got was three hr sleep kant survive on this. My bf mobile says currently unavailable Pls try later what this mean. 

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  • Ami2301Ami2301 Member Posts: 7,418 Disability Gamechanger
    Sorry to hear you didn't get much sleep @sam12. This means your boyfriends phone cannot be reached at the time you rang.
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  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    OK thanks. I don't know how to cope with all this situations am goin through. I no mood for music or I would prevent her from sleeping during the day. Even if I have mobile music on she starts on me. I get this every day and nite. Spying me when I make something at nite she runs in kitchen. Then I try to sleep then she starts me. I need someone who I can talk to face to face at my home someone who listen to me with judging or makin remarks because I Been thru shear hell since 2011. 

    What it mean this my bf was fee minute late calling me on 13th March I asked him have u dumped me he said it not like that this mean he not dumped me. He sisd he don't want to loose me want me to b his wife. I got worried because of all this mobile hacking taken place really messed up my head 


  • Chloe_ScopeChloe_Scope Scope Posts: 10,652 Disability Gamechanger
    Hi @sam12, how are you feeling this morning? It must be really overwhelming with everything you have got going on at the moment, did you manage to get much more sleep? 
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  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Only few hrs. My China friend sent me chocolates just arrived they tasty to 
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Still no bf call me yet. No more private calls unless he take my number out. I don't know if the police trying anything else on his phone it really crackin me up. Not sure how long I can last this far to long and stressful for me he my world 
  • Chloe_ScopeChloe_Scope Scope Posts: 10,652 Disability Gamechanger
    Hope you'll be able to have a nap this afternoon then :)
    Ooo that's so lovely of them, chocolate is always good. I think my favourite has to be dark chocolate...
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  • Chloe_ScopeChloe_Scope Scope Posts: 10,652 Disability Gamechanger
    I know, I can't imagine how stressful it must be for you. I really hope you aren't waiting much longer and everything can get sorted. Could you do some crafts today? To take your mind off things?
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  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    No jars or enough glue maybe in future I do more
  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
    Hi @sam12 that's nice of your friend to send some chocolates. Yum! What kind of chocolates are they? 

    That's good, I look forward to seeing your craft work. When did you start doing art and crafts?
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Strawberry remind me of wen I was young the taste 
    Big box so many inside 
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    I know if I rang mh I get pushed away am scared want someone to talk to 
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    I send some poems I do poems to 
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    After u read Pls delete as my mobile is on this
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    edited June 2019
    She doing my head in her radio. Goin be nite of hell. She actually awake lazy witch. She easy can get a job [edited by moderator]
  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
    Hi @sam12 thanks - they look amazing. I have not had strawberry flavoured chocolate in years. Does the second one have fudge inside or is it chocolate truffle? I am in the mood for chocolate now. :)

    I am sorry to hear this, have you tried calling them today? We're always here to listen and support you.
  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
    edited June 2019
    Hi @sam12 thank you for sharing your poems with us, they were truly heartfelt. The posts have now been deleted. I am sorry to hear your neighbour has been disturbing you with her radio. Do you have headphones and you could listen to music or audio book to keep your mind of the noise?
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Can you please delete poems my number on it 
  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
    Hi @sam12 it has been deleted :)
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Goin to end my life after next wk nothing stopping me being alive I told social worker. Tomorrow he coming out
  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
    Hi @sam12

    As a member of our community, you’re very important to us and if you are self-harming or having thoughts of suicide, it's vital you get in touch with someone who is qualified to assist you. Please give the Samaritans on a call on 116 123 (free) or if you prefer, email them at [email protected]

    MIND's information on handling suicidal feelings and how you can help yourself address self-harming long-term might be really useful to you too.

    If you do feel like you might be a danger to yourself, don't hesitate to call 999 or go to your local hospital immediately.

    We are all here to support and listen to you @sam12

    Kind regards,

    Antonia

     


  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
    Hi @sam12 I am glad to hear the social worker will be coming out tomorrow, please let us know how it goes. In the meantime , again we are all here for you. :)
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Life is life. But I no life. I did not ask to be in it. Only way it get myself out it. Am nothing to anyone. I don't believe this investigation is on goin. I rang him I wouldn't speak nor did he this some strange investigation goin on
  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
    Hi @sam12 you definitely do mean something to us, we value you a lot as a member of the community. I am sorry to hear this, hopefully with time, things will turn out positively. 
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    I no idea what is goin on with bf i tried to ring I didn't speak he didn't say anything this investigation I don't think it even goin on I could be wrong. That old lady doin her radio coming through again. She a bully omg. Sleeping here not getting any better. Ask social worker help me make a home move I kant stay here anymore. Also bf never find me I am being played on I think he is working but at home 2 days of work. He be punished puttin me thru this 14 years always letting me down
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    I looked after my bf 247 14 years and because of his moblie were hacked am getting all the bad of it he said he didn't want to lose me. No more private calls. I got nothing to live for. He my world. He told me he wants to marry me I spend alot on our home for new house. Maybe police doin a silent investigation 
  • Antonia_AlumniAntonia_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 1,781 Pioneering
    Hi @sam12 thank you for sharing this with us. Hopefully it will all be a lot clearer soon and you will know what's going on with your bf. Glad to hear you have informed your social worker about the noise disturbance. I have been through this before and it was not nice. There was loud music from both neighbours and with their dog barking loudly. So, please keep a record so your local council/authority will know.

    I know you're into arts and crafts, do you like to draw too? I've just got back to drawing, still a bit unsteady with it but hopefully it comes out ok with time. I tried to draw a boat I saw online and my cousin thought it was a shoe in the sea! :D

  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Am being punished by bf because of a hacker to hacked his moblie am being punish because not allowed to speak to him. So am goin head and I deserve to be punished all people do is punish and blame me so u can ring Ian. Doubt I pick up the phone. If I kant speak to bf then he kant have me 
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    The job is done. 
  • Ami2301Ami2301 Member Posts: 7,418 Disability Gamechanger
    What do you mean the job is done @sam12?
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  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Blood cutting am being punished for no wrong doin he told me he loves me want me to be his wife if I kant have him no can have him either he is mine only. I think he trickin me no more private calls I no idea what goin on. Am having a physotic episode 
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    I miss him. No way to talk to him he told me he wasn't dumping me after investigation give me details not a call of him. This not his style he very happy with me he didn't want me dumping him
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    Am shutting down my phn and landline off I cutting myself off to the world am nothing but trash sick of bully's am fed being picked up and dropped when it suit bf his loss 
  • Ami2301Ami2301 Member Posts: 7,418 Disability Gamechanger
    @sam12 I want you to listen to me, OK?

    I understand what you're going through, I want to share my experience with you.

    I was in an abusive and controlling relationship for nearly 2 years, from 2011 to 2013. My now ex-boyfriend constantly cheated on me, told me what to wear, who I could be friends with, if I went anywhere then he would come with me as I was never allowed to go out with my friends by myself. He was not physically abusive but he was mentally and emotionally.

    I have a fear of lighters, because he used to flick them and put the flame near my clothes, this happened on numerous occassions. He also threw an open pair of scissors at me which caught my arm. Because I tried to stop him from self-harming.

    How he treated me led me to cheating on him. I'm not perfect, I needed a way out of this relationship. I'm not proud of cheating but at the same time I don't regret it.

    I finally gained a backbone and broke up with him in early 2013. I thought I would never love again nor get my life back.

    6 years on and I'm 3 months away from marrying my partner of 6 years. 

    The point I'm trying to make is, what you're going through....you're not alone. People may not have experienced the same as you but they have something similar. Right now, you think nothing will get better and that is completely understandable. 

    Like I said, I wanted to share my experience with you and I'm in no way whatsoever saying that you're in an abusive relationship. We care about you and your wellbeing. You are important to us. You are part of this community. You are creative and I can feel that you are a determined woman and a bloody strong one at that!

    Things will get better @sam12
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  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    He says he loves me every year he let me down time I was up cooking lasagna all nite prepare it to he failed to move in. He says he poorly to I caught him in his office working number of times. Something weird goin on. He threatened me last year he was copying my text and recording my calls now his moblie got hacked in March so was mine at the end he told me don't pick up privacy calls but I did. Now they stopped. He alway pick up his phn to me. May he still in on investigation but it quite. I have recording of him here. Maybe he protection from investigation. Police doin silent investigation he didn't speak before I didn't I didn't txt because he know I would txt so I would let him know it was him. He denied he has Facebook he does he has messenger denied it I rang it under false name he was enjoy the TV eating no coughing. Alot of issues this man cause me. I gone way without telling me having me worried then suddenly rings me then same again. He said if I move he hunt me down even if I change my name no point me changing my number. I spent thousands of pounds on our house together he owes me it back 
  • Ami2301Ami2301 Member Posts: 7,418 Disability Gamechanger
    I am sorry for what you have gone through, with what you have just told me, I strongly advise you to speak to the police. I know it's not easy, as I had to do a video statement when someone tried to sexually abuse me. It was a horrible and sickening process but with the right help and support I have managed to build my life back up.

    You have a life ahead of you, you deserve to be happy, not live in fear.
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  • Deb_AlumniDeb_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 191 Pioneering
    I wanted to let you all know that the Scope Community is supporting our member as professional attention and care is needed. 

    Due to the sensitive nature of this matter, I cannot go into further detail at this time, but I want you to know that we are treating it with the utmost importance, urgency and respect.
    Debbie
    Online Community Manager
  • sam12sam12 Posts: 1,338 Member
    She thumping again. I go sleep outside best place I get peace 
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