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sam12
sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
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No one comment on my poem but only put it on instead any reason why no comment i took effort to do this 
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  • Adrian_Scope
    Adrian_Scope Posts: 11,752 Online Community Programme Lead
    Hi @sam12, I’m not sure I’ve seen your poem. Would you share it again in case I’ve missed it? 
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
      Everything is bad in life
    Why is no one want to love me
    Why am i bullied
    Am treated like trash
    Should I wear a bin liner
    My head written Sam trash
    Am alone afraid and scared
    I kant think of how i feeling right now
    I kant trust people
    Am neglected
    I feel trapped in my home
    People promise me
    Never see it actually happen
    Am sure i be in my grave before am 50
    Then everyone be happy when my time comes
    People shouldn't bully or mock people with mental health
    Not a illness to joke about
    But no one cares if i live or die
    People want to play on my feelings
    Feeling not a game to play with
    Mayb a dark cold place is waiting for me
    Because my world is closing in
    Cause no outside fun for me 
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    2 mins it took me to do and write it from mind. I did many but lost them still usve some avail. This police investigation takin so long. I mo way of knowing if he in office 
  • Adrian_Scope
    Adrian_Scope Posts: 11,752 Online Community Programme Lead
    It’s a really emotive poem @sam12, thank you for sharing it with us. Did writing down your feelings help you with them at all?
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    No its from the mind directly as i was writing down 2 min it took me. 
  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    It's a really powerful piece Sam! Thanks for sharing it with us :)
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    Yes i think I did another last nite. Its good to do when the right mind is in control to a hewrt felt poem. Am crying again he unlock my number i manage to msg bf still on goin investigation. Am really goin shout at him wen he calls me. Support worker on holiday again. No one available. I want to visit my mum badly no one to help me am. Worried she die and i not seen her in over decade wat can I do 
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    Cold n alone
    Curled up in a corner
    Tissues are out
    Tears dont stop
    Every day it hurts
    The buckets fill up
    My bf not around to dry my eyes
    Sad and afraid kant reach out to bf.
    Am in fear of how he is
    I want a cuddle but kant get one
    Fear of being abandoned
    Fear of my future
    Fear endless days alone
    Just want to stay Curled up ina corner
    Family fail me they dont kare
    Dr's don't understand they don't treat me right
    Mh don't understand my life
    No one does
    Waiting for my last night on earth but dont know when
    No other escape unless my bf rescues me

  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    Hi @sam12, I cannot imagine how difficult it is having not seen your mum for so long! Thank you for another really interesting piece! Have you wrote poems before?


  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    First time colour i worried. My hair in bad condition because of withdrawal dry damage no oil. Not growing as it should. I used a temporary dye not a colour I ever used cherry red i anxiously waiting to wswh off
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering

  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    I hope the hair dye goes well @sam12!  
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    It beautiful colour lol
  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    I'm glad you like it! How is the chocolate?
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    Back in fridge not stuffing it down like box i had other day felt sick lol
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    Remember I told u she moved out the work men are in flat. God know who next to move in hope they not noisy omg. Don't law say that u hwve have to wait on housing list to get something else very odd she out fast enough i think she been evicted usually u have to wait on housing nothing wrong with her to get luxury move. 
  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    At least that gives you chance to eat chocolate another day :)

    I hope it is someone nice who moves in next!
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    Next week no chocolate burying as I kant really buy it. Yesterday i buy a Ali dress absolutely a bargain 
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    not my usual style 
  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    Well I guess you've got that bar of chocolate you can save :)
    We did get your poem, thank you. I do love that dress! A lovely colour and pattern! 

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