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sam12

Today the day I see mum omg I dressed now my weight looks awful because of withdrawal different shapes mum will bully me over it I kant help it the withdrawal I kant control it it withdrawal control it I only eat healthy today 1 of burger social worker buying me I hope people don't notice feel embarrassed though. Soon return to normal body size 

sam12

Had few hrs sleep but struggle to get back to sleep. B see my mum this morning staying calm. My ankle foot playing up. That lady be thinkin about me today. B nice to actually wear something today. My hair so damaged not wearing a flower. I just clip it up in poni n claw clip gel it. Still only. 2.13 morning 

Adrian_Scope

Good morning @sam12. I’m sorry you struggled to sleep last night and I hope you managed to get a few more hours.

Best of luck seeing your mum today, we’ll all be thinking of you. 

Ami2301

Morning @sam12 as @Adrian_Scope has said, we will be thinking of you today! Sending lots of hugs

Hart86

Awww good luck today @sam12! Don’t worry too much about how you look, I’m sure you look great! 
We’re always our own worst critic. ❤️

sam12

Thank you very much I will msg later on looks good the colour on me exiting gettin dressed 👆 

sam12

Had 3 hr sleep better than none 😂 speak later don't know what time. Monday u get msgs have a great day 🤔 bit easy goin to toilet today still need more meds was nervous thou 

sam12

I tried on jacket and sunglasses perfect match look like am on business lol

Adrian_Scope

Can’t beat a pair of sunglasses!
Enjoy your burger later @sam12 and good luck today. 

sam12

Thank you have a great day sunni 

Chloe_Scope

I hope it goes well today @sam12!

Sounds like your outfit is perfect!

charlie79

Good luck today

charlie79

Good luck 

sam12

Thanks its was beautiful see mum I cried I didn't reconize her her hair not nice either 

sam12

Thanks 

sam12

They getting urgent attention am unhappy with mum care and no nice things for her to look at I gave her that thing I made to she amazed by my art work said I looked lovely to here me in outfit  memory low to send pic i will wen able to 

Adrian_Scope

Hi @sam12, I'm so glad you got to see your mum and that it was a nice experience. It was nice of you to give her a gift and I'm sure she'll enjoy looking at it. 
Sorry you don't feel they aren't giving her the correct care. What did your support worker say about it?

sam12

They think to much for me to take on but I rang cqc they acting on it mum don't like the food she gets to she lost over 2 stone mum like like a bloke she looks like she suffering alot I cryin she no money for goin out to shops to lawyer taken every bit of her money no photos or anything for her to enjoy or phn to so she can talk to me I feel sick to the stomach to

Chloe_Scope

Hi @sam12, I'm so glad it was nice to see your mum. She must have been so happy to see you!
I'm sorry the level of care isn't as you had hoped. It was lovely you gave her a gift, very kind of you

I hope CQC are able to support you with her care.

sam12

They helpin me to get her right care and support etc and things in her room make it homely for her and telephone to and regular drinks and prompt medicines to on time not lying on table all morningher hair awful make he look like a man enjoy my burger towe had fun singing to having a chat. Tell that lady wed lookin forward to her coming wedding. Feel stressed out. We didn't get that prom walk don't matter I wanted to get home anyway. I got a thank you card from mh boss for giving her a gift I made support worker took photo to show her my outfit they said I looked beautiful didn't reconize me she was shocked how dressy I was 

sam12

Mum said how old am I this year I said 49 she shocked said I still not aging still look young