Hello I hope you are all good!!
Unfortunately I’m not so well, since the last seizure that was on Sunday the 16th, I’m having small fits, loss of awareness, my hands start shaking more than usual, some spontaneous movements, insomnia things like that. I din’t work on the weekend on Friday I had to leave sooner, Yesterday I talk with the manger once again, she says that next week I’m going to do less night shifts, but I have to do one or two days at night.
Last night I went to the worst section pontwach I really need to work and I don’t want to live on benefits, but the ambient in the kitchen it’s unbelievable, too much pressure sometimes I get bullied, I really think that my colleagues are trying that I’ve a seizure at work, maybe they want to have a laugh with it, they know that a lot of noise can lead to a seizure so they bang with things, yesterday was the plates they even get little smashes.
I really need to work but I think I have to consider in finding another job. The kitchen manager even said, that I prefer to work on pontwach because In there I don’t need to think a lot, he didn’t say directly to me of course. So this is want happens wen you aren’t “normal” I don’t belong anywhere now, I know it’s not true but it’s what I feel. And that’s it I can do much only go to work everyday, today I’m on the night shift again God help me, I hope today I go to the salad section it’s the easiest one. I really don’t understand because we are very, very busy we have do to a lot of prep, why they don’t but me working on mornings, and doing lunch time, It’s unwillingness
kisses and hugs ❤️
