PIP Refused - Unusual Circumstances
Hello there,
This is my first post here, I've read a few posts on various forums about PIP refusal but haven't found anything specific to my situation so far. I've just received my PIP decision with 0 points. I won't be able to go through a tribunal due to my health conditions, but I'm not sure if it's worth trying a mandatory reconsideration. I am currently on ESA in the support group, and receive housing benefit but only at a shared rate due to my age - however with severe contamination OCD and IBS that causes very frequent bathroom visits I have had to live alone in a small studio flat for the last 4 years which costs almost double the LHA now. Due to constantly rising living costs, rent, bills, groceries etc I am now at the point where I simply cannot afford to live anymore purely because of my health conditions so applied for PIP because of this.
Basically I suffer from constant anxiety, OCD, agoraphobia, IBS and potentially ASD (as yet undiagnosed). Due to the difficulties I have around dealing with people socially and the possibility of contamination and illness I have to get through every task on my own, regardless of how difficult I find it. But the PIP descriptors only seem to apply to people that need another persons help to complete the task. For example, I have a lot of difficulty preparing food due to the risk of contamination and injury so rely on simple, mainly frozen, foods that can just be placed on a baking tray without the need for preparation and the potential of further contamination. I can't eat outside of my flat, and I can't eat or prepare food while another person is in the flat let alone allow someone else to prepare food for me (I very rarely have visitors anyway, an hour a fortnight max!). I also have to do all my own grocery shopping to ensure packaging is not damaged and that foods are not left out of the fridge or freezer for long due to the risk of illness. I only buy small amounts at a time to reduce the time in store, only visit when traffic and customer numbers will be light and only ever use self serve checkouts. This is to reduce the risk of personal contamination, IBS and panic attacks, and the amount of time that food is out of the freezer. I thought this sort of thing would gain me some points in the food preparation or dealing with people face to face but apparently not. I don't know whether I'm being unreasonable with this though, hence asking on here? This is just one example, I did fill in other sections as well.
For the above reasons, I also had to fill in the PIP form on my own after being told I could not be helped by the CAB or a local disability charity via email. I was told that I would have to visit them and have to stay for at least 2 hours to complete the form which I am not able to do. I am also unable to use telephones due to the severe anxiety that it causes. I could not have a home visit from a stranger either, as stated above I only have one visitor a fortnight very briefly and find that very difficult. I spent over 8 hours across 7 days filling in the form with as many details as possible so that I could hopefully avoid the need for a F2F assessment. I also wrote in the 'special requirements' box, that if a F2F was absolutely necessary then please make it at a time when traffic and waiting room numbers would be low. I assume they ignored this as they made the appointment for the middle of rush hour!! I was very ill in the days and hours leading up to the assessment but did make it there with 2 minutes to spare - only to be told that the appointment was cancelled last minute as the assessor hadn't turned up. I was then given the option to return 2 hours later or phone up to make another appointment. As I'm unable to use phones I had to take the least worst option and return 2 hours later, I spent the next hour in the bathroom at home and then managed to return just in time, where I then had to wait 15 minutes while the assessor read the form!? I arrived alone, due to reasons detailed above, and this was of course used against me as expected. However the assessor also believes that I came across as 'normal' except a little tense and stressed which I don't believe - I do try to maintain a 'solid' exterior as I'm guessing a lot of us do, but that is very different to what's going on inside, relatives have also commented about my lacking social skills with eye contact and processing speeds etc.
Sorry for such a large post but I hope it makes some sense lol. I just wondered what you think my next move should be now, if MR is worth trying, with the knowledge that I won't be able to follow it up with tribunal if that fails. And if so, how I could help them to understand my circumstances?
Thanks,
OA