I battle schizophrenia and anxiety everyday. I have tried to grit my teeth and work my civil service job for the past few years. I've taken time off sick every year but not much.
I struggle to work and it's gotten worse over the years. I don't know what to do. A colleague suggested I pursue ill health retirement but I thought it was only for terminal illnesses.
Ill health retirement is such a small amount, I don't think I can afford it.
I'm feeling really lost right now. Any advice?
Psychiatrists tell me i'm "high functioning" but I am suffering so much. They don't understand.