How is your day going?

Thinking about my mother and I, Mother's day today. I still remember what I put her through growing up and it was a lot. One was one song I played a lot loud telling me turn it down about to give her a headache, it was one Ted Nugent song and was this song,

Ted Nugent - Cat Scratch Fever (Official Audio)

I wake up at stupid times

I struggle to sleep later than 5 o'clock,no matter what time I go to bed.

It's hammering down here.

We need it though,I tried weeding the borders this morning and it was like digging up concrete.

The grass is looking greener already.

I bought one for my sister's kids when they were little @Amberpearl ,what really impressed them was the noise it made when you removed the bottle.

They thought it sounded like the doors on the Death Star.🙄

I loved sodastream

So good

Oh I see

Afternoon everyone. I have a phone call from Capita at 1pm, it's for my youngest son, regarding LWC. My nerves are jangling, just glad it's a phone call though, as I'm struggling to go out of the house.

I had a face to face appointment with them 6yrs ago, for myself. Before I even got a decision, I felt so useless and such a drain on my family, I convinced myself that everyone would be better off without me. I was very lucky that I had medical help in time, and coming home from hospital, there was a letter from capita on my mat, they had increased my benefit, good news, clouded by guilt and sadness at how the interview had so badly affected me. I wish I could have let the person who had done the interview know how badly she had made me feel. I nearly became one of the statistics of people ending their life. I have had much more positive interviews over the last few years, but being asked what was Autism by one, and realising that she really didn't know, left me nodding my head in dismay. I told her I could tell her what Autism was for my son.