How is your day going?

Good afternoon

I went to the gp this morning

Saw a different one

I told her I'd been getting stomach cramps

She said I need to take 2 abipacxin a day

It was giving me cramps

So she gave me lansapeazole

That's a indegestion remedy

When I googled side effects it saying stomach cramp diahrhea tiredness rash

That's the whole reason I wanted off apaxiban due to cramping yet the very thing to counter effect symptoms has exactly same side effects

Crazy

When i went on beta blockers @Amberpearl (Bisoprolol) I had terrible nausea from them so got prescribed Metroclopramide (anti sickness) which I got really too dizzy on as it dropped my blood pressure. I stopped the Metroclopramide and in time, the nausea mostly stopped (i have a biscuit when I take the beta blocker and that seems to reduces the nausea.

I saw advanced nurse practitioner today very unwell yesterday /last night oxygen kept dropping to 84%. Anyway on antibiotics and steroids now, waiting for hospital to ring at 730 for xray maybe tomorrow but saying it looks like double pnuemonia again. Went to bed at 6pm. It's only took 8 hrs for the meds to look like they're starting to work thankfully O2 now up to c86-92. I'm cautious ly relieved ! 🫂 xx

I'm burning up

Got fan on me

Good morning all

Was hot last night

Same Muck Different Day 😒

Just in a I don’t care about myself or the world right now. Only had two hours sleep, just keep thinking why should I bother taking medications that are as much use as a chocolate fire guard! I’m also just thinking of scrapping the idea of going abroad next year, I can’t leave the flat let alone go abroad alone. Just don’t trust myself to keep myself safe at times, but I’m just now deciding to think I’m a no good person that’s just destroyed so many lives. I’m even just thinking of scrapping anyone coming into my flat to decorate and leaving it as is. I just don’t want to be seen or heard in public, some would say I’m feeling sorry for myself, I’m only sorry that I didn’t do a better job in 2020! I am just going to start requesting all medical appointments by telephone, to lose weight I’m just going to drop down to one meal a day, I just stick two fingers up to all those that have got on the wrong side of me, be glad when there all dead - especially my parents. I think this is going to be my last ever post, I’m just going back into the shadows.