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Nicetomeetyou22
Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
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Here goes I already suffer depression anxiety social anxiety PTSD amongst other health issues as many of you are possibly wondering why it's D day for me tomorrow the reason being is I have a huge assessment coming up which has got to be done over the phone as I'm very jumpy etc ATM this can take from 60-90 mins which I'm not looking forward too and it's to see if I have BPD as doc referred me as no anti D's over the years or sleeping tablets have worked for me so I have possibly been on wrong meds all along how can the NHS fail people like this ??? 
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  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 14,995 Championing
    edited November 2022
    Sounds like a positive step forward to me.

    Hopefully they can get the diagnosis right this time and then get you on the correct treatment.

    As to your final question…I was diagnosed with psychosis (which I didn’t have) and put on powerful anti psychotics unnecessarily…so they can definitely get it wrong!!!
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    @66Mustang I'm fuming with my doc chemist rung and said can you pick your monthly meds up in the morning I said yes she said oh the doc has added an extra box of meds for BPD which I haven't been on b4 he knows I have this assessment tomoz so I think he's done it so cover his bk 
  • janer1967
    janer1967 Online Community Member Posts: 21,922 Championing
    You can get through the assessment you are a very strong lady and then hopefully get the care you need 

    Unfortunately they do get things wrong which then takes a lot of putting right 

    Fingers crossed for you and by no means is anyone judging you 
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    Thank you @janer1967 means alot I have had few tears today 
  • Ollyoyster
    Ollyoyster Online Community Member Posts: 378 Empowering
    Hey, your a strong woman, just opening up on here is brave, it took a lot for me to open up to doc, and then I've opened up a tiny bit on here,,  every step is a step doesn't matter how fast or how big, wish you happy vibes and stay strong, you got this x
  • Ollyoyster
    Ollyoyster Online Community Member Posts: 378 Empowering
    Ps I didn't mean to sound like a hippy 😂,, just want you to know your not on your own x
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    Thank you @Ollyoyster this really does mean alot to me yeah I just feel worthless ATM and a burden on ppl xxx
  • Ollyoyster
    Ollyoyster Online Community Member Posts: 378 Empowering
    None is worthless, and your not a burden,, everyone needs a bit of help now and then, no shame in asking,, try and pamper yourself if you can, as much bubble bath and rest. It's horrible when your mind is doing overtime,, but like your body it needs to rest,, I know easier said than done, but even a book or TV show. Just learning how to shut off, it really helps...   Hope you feeling a tiny bit better,, one step at a time,, x
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    Thank you @Ollyoyster I will chill later as I have 6 children to look after and 4 have disabilities so I will have my bath about 8pm when they are in bed asleep lol 🤣🤣🤣 xxx
  • Ollyoyster
    Ollyoyster Online Community Member Posts: 378 Empowering
    Phew, busy lady 😇 see you are superwoman x
  • janer1967
    janer1967 Online Community Member Posts: 21,922 Championing
    Good luck for today @Nicetomeetyou22 will be rooting for you 
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    Yes busy lady @Ollyoyster
    Thank you @janer1967 means alot been awake since 4.20am my tummy churning I feel sick got pains in my ribs etc xxx
  • janer1967
    janer1967 Online Community Member Posts: 21,922 Championing
    Bless you though I bet your already doing the house work ? Or do you wait till after kids have gone to school to clear up after them 

    Will you have to wait for results of your assessment 

    I'm going to try and get back to sleep now but let us know how it goes if you feel up to sharing 
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    Housework was done last night 😀😀😀 enjoy you're sleep and I will possibly get told today 💖 thanks for ya support xx
  • bg844
    bg844 Online Community Member Posts: 3,891 Championing
    Good Luck :)
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    Thank you @bg844 been crying on and off for past 5 hours I'm a mess 
  • SueHeath
    SueHeath Online Community Member Posts: 12,388 Championing
    Good morning @Nicetomeetyou22 well done for sharing darling, i'm proud of you.
    It's going to be a long draining day so try and keep yourself busy, see if your up to a bit of a walk with your partner,bit of fresh air will do you good, you got this "Tiger" xxx
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    @SueHeath I can't leave the house as my boys off school with COVID so have my music on gonna give downstairs a deep clean then put washer on then do gardening have a bath do my hair and make up put clean PJs on etc mum xx
  • SueHeath
    SueHeath Online Community Member Posts: 12,388 Championing
    Hi hon at least your keeping busy @Nicetomeetyou22 well done, as you can see the scope family are thinking of you darling - have you sorted out which room your taking your call and make sure partner keeping the children entertained so you can consentrate on your time bab xxxxxxx
  • Nicetomeetyou22
    Nicetomeetyou22 Online Community Member Posts: 1,880 Empowering
    @SueHeath thank you for you're support really does mean alot xxx

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