Morning, how's your day going so far?

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  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,080 Championing
    Good morning everyone :)
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    I be alone tomorrow as normal 
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    Merry Christmas all
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    Just me and the cats
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 17,155 Championing
    Merry Christmas to everyone. :)
  • Sandy_123
    Sandy_123 Scope Member Posts: 63,123 Championing
    Afternoon @ada and happy xmas enjoy your roast later
  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,080 Championing
    Ada said:
    Evening My Scope Family. 
    Just spent a couple of hours on one of the laptops preparing it for the local infant school. I get on doing the other one tomorrow for the school. 
    I don’t use them. So may as well. I think I mentioned it before but never finished them. 
    Lovely gesture of you to do that :) well done 
  • Sandy_123
    Sandy_123 Scope Member Posts: 63,123 Championing
    I'm great thankyou @ada just waiting for family to arrive.  Prezzie day today and left overs. 
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    Ada said:
    I am sorry @Amberpearl your feeling so unhappy and alone.
    I have been alone since I was 13yrs 
     I know I have the boss but he has a huge demon that has him in bed all day every day.
    for many many years I have spent every single day alone hours and hours. We have zero family zero friends. On the rare occasions I see a doctor or my landlady’s needs me to have her dogs. Then I have a conversation with another human being. 

    But although there have been times I have wished not to wake up the next day. And there will be many more. Wishing I have a terminally illness. 
    I am never completely alone I have my dog. Who loves me and I would surely have ended this poor existence of a life without her.

    Then I accidentally found Scope. I’ve never chatted so much in my life. It’s true. One of my demons is having Asperger. It’s very difficult for me. Yet it was immediate the trust the warmth the respect.

    Now I am never alone and it’s great. It’s on my terms nobody being a pest at my front door Yet Always there when I need them. 

    I was dreading today today as I was going by all the Christmases before. When I felt so unhappy. 
    But today is definitely different from anything I’ve experienced. 
    I know I’m not alone. Not at all. 
    I can do what I want chores cooking etc. But if I feel alone knowing so many others can share their day. Full of Christmas cheer. It’s simple I turn on my phone and here you all are. 
    My Beautiful Scope Family 
    who have taken time out of their Christmas morning to come on to give their warmth to each other. 
    As long as Scope is here I will never be alone again. @ada I'm always alone too
    It not great 
    No TV rubbish 
    I like the soaps.. Emmerdale on at 6pm.  
    I. Have my cats
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    I've no freinds either 
    Nobody visits me
  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,080 Championing
    Hi @ada my day is going well thank you. We have just finished opening the presents and have dinner at about 6pm. I hope you are not feeling too lonely, I am glad you feel that Scope helps with not feeling lonely.

    I am going to have a rest now until dinner but I will be on and off the forum during that time
  • Jules_H
    Jules_H Scope Member Posts: 61 Contributor
    I was meant to be up really early as a taxi driver friend was going to pop round for a coffee before all the mayhem of the day began (he'd promises to take a woman to feed her horses early this morning so was going to call into mine on his way back).
    Even though my phone brightness was on its lowest, it was still too bright and I was so tired, I felt like I'd only had five minutes sleep, so through very slanted, almost closed eyes I struggled to text him to cancel.
     I did feel awful but would have felt even worse had I got up at that time.  After getting up, followed by the ritual of coffee and pain killers, I opened presents. I out-lived my closest family so now in October/early November I start buying myself smellies, I wrap them in Christmas paper and bows and put them away in a large christmassy bag for after my tree goes up a week or so before Christmas.. so even though I brought my own gifts, by the time today comes round I've forgotten what I got myself so they're all still a surprise. My taxi friend did surprise me by bringing me round a gift yesterday.  But now the presents are open and films on tv are repeat old ones, I've hit a bit of a downer. 
      
         I'm happy living on my own with my cat and a stray I take in when the weather is bad, I usually enjoy my own company so I don't really understand where this downer of a mood came from. It's not often I feel lonely but for some reason today I do.
  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,080 Championing
    @ada he brought me chocolates, some clothes and some other nice things like a mouse mat for my computer :)

    I can totally understand not wanting to cook, very well done for managing to do it today. Time to reap the benefit of the cooking soon, I hope you enjoy it. Looking forward to seeing you again after dinner :)
  • Grinchy
    Grinchy Online Community Member Posts: 1,953 Championing
    Sorry to hear your on your own @Amberpearl, we are a good bunch of people on here, , my wife cooked a lovely dinner and my daughter and son were there with us, now enjoying some beers and browsing online  while the wife enjoys her christmas tv, take care everyone
  • Sandy_123
    Sandy_123 Scope Member Posts: 63,123 Championing
    edited December 2022
    These days are just too busy. I have been spoilt this Xmas  I have a Google hub screen, will have to set it up. It can go in any room, so handy following recipes, playing music making calls and so much more.
    I have a ticket to go see phantom  at the theatre in London on the 28th too.
    A new coffee machine with 75 capsules
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    Grinchy said:
    Sorry to hear your on your own @Amberpearl, we are a good bunch of people on here, , my wife cooked a lovely dinner and my daughter and son were there with us, now enjoying some beers and browsing online  while the wife enjoys her christmas tv, take care everyone
    Yes lovely people on here, glad I found it 

    I. Just had a few potatoes and veggies with Yorkshire pudding 

    Just watching TV 
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    @Ada I have many cats. Even though I have lost 2 to illness this year

    Cats are all I have. I love them.   I bred them. Myself and kept them 
    They all have wonderful personalities 
    I don't see much of my own. Kids or gran kids, so all I have are cats
    Yes many photos 
    I've lost 14 cats in 14 years 6 in the last 3 years 

    Hurts sooo much when 1 dies 
    Plus yesterday was the anniversary of my dad's death 

    I'm a very emotional person and get easily upset. I. Take every thing to heart 

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    jaffa  14 weeks  his sister poppy 14 weeks. That's me
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    I have 16 cats.once had 20
    People think I'm. Mad stupid or crazy having si many cats, but there all I have
  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,891 Championing
    Fred is 12 
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