Not about to give in or up

hi my name is sue i am 62 years old , i have 10 children living, my eldest son was handicapped he suffered from cerebal palsy, he passed away 5 yrs ago age 40 years, i also have 32 grandchildren and two great grandchildren , i am also a widow of 11 years, i suffer from a number of disabilities and have had a brain hemorrahage,i am under going tests for bowel cancer at present,i also suffer from acute bronchial asthma which i have had all my life ( my doctor says COPD lung disease}and osteo arthritis and cataracts but still going and not about to give in or up xx