lengthy appeal

i applied for pip last June still ongoing now waiting for court date apparently because I work there's nothing wrong with me even though I have every disc in my neck bulging and horrendous anxiety when assessor came said my mood was good funny that as son was suicidal at the time and I cried all way thru this process is totally wrong I'm a single mum try my very best dlastopped 4 months ago I'm destitute and this benefit is only what I should be entitled to after 30 giving public service on NHS