Help

they wont help me. to get a taxi then try to walk to job center ever if its a tiny distant to be in a room with men all around is so so upsetting for me.. panic sets in i faint as its so alarming no body help me with this.. I had abuse since 12 and years & years after and to be around men is no good i panic. i cant walk then 15 ft with out bukkling in my kneens and wrists give up. sorry for spelling. im not bright didnt go to school