Pip psoriatic arthritis

I applied for pip last year write down how things effect me also suffer depression anxiety I was awarded standard but nothing for mobility explained how I felt and how the walking was effecting me been back to doctors fair few times and they basically told me over counter painkillers so I’ve finally seen a rheumatologist 3wks ago to be told I have psoriatic arthritis and some bloods which were taking 2.5years had inflammation and I wasn’t told by gp just that it was all ok … I’ve had days where I’ve not be able to get out of bed the pain has been that bad it’s been horrendous I’m not a person to keep going and going if they say no then I don’t have the right in me to keep going I have a 5 year old also 3 granddaughters and I feel my 5 year old misses out on so much because it’s to painful to go to that theme park to go walk down to the park which is only 5-10mins walk from our house I’m only 41

its just me and 2 kids at home now my eldest two have their own homes and families the lad is 17 which does help a fair bit but I don’t want him to miss out on going off with his mates or his career which he has been going since he was 4 all he’s wanted to do is be a joiner having his own business he’s in collage and doing apprenticeship my parents aren’t able to help their in their 70s and my dad is my mums full time carer as she has copd house bound oxygen 24/7,just feel at the moment it’s all ok having the diagnoses but what help could I get I’m so miffed off even getting in and out the bath is a struggle to even stand a cook a meal is painful I feel so useless and I’ve been a very active person I don’t even go shopping I do online and make sure my sons at home to help with it I’ve got a specialist nurse from rheumatology phoning me Friday not actually sure what it is also waiting for another podiatry appointment as he said before the rheumatologist appointment I had I had planter fascisa not sure how you spell it he made me stand on my tip toes unaided and I couldn’t do it said muscles were very very weak everything is just all a blurr really I’m worried about this nurse phoning as I’m not sure why she is phoning I was also given a steroid injection 3wks ago x

I asked them to look at 2 questions again as they had put something totally opposite to what I said also the doctor didn’t help me with the moving about so I never carried on with that part I had a telephone assessment last year anyway I was awarded standard rate only for daily even though I told them I needed help washing my hair and can’t lean over as my spine isn’t very good not sure if that’s because I’ve had 4 c sections and not sure if needle they out it has damaged my back in anyway I totally feel I’m falling apart but I feel as if I’m jsut complaining all the time x

Sulfasalazine not sure how you spell it 🤦🏼‍♀️

I would rather have injections as I’m not good with taking tablets but they said side effects can be severe on these in just hoping I don’t get any as don’t need it along side feeling like I am