The loss of my beloved dog Yonnie...my story.

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Roddy123
Roddy123 Online Community Member Posts: 47 Contributor

The story of how my love and devotion for dogs began. I had never had an infinity with dogs until...I was staying with friends in Bournemouth and they had 5 dogs, but one little dog Billy took a shine to me and me to him, he would always clamber over me and i loved it, but suddenly my friend Ken asked if i would like to give his  little dog Benji a home, ( he was the runt of the litter and quite poorly) and without thinking i agreed, not even knowing how to manage a little dog, and so i brought him home and he blossomed.  It wasn't long before i had a phone call from Ken's partner telling me that Ken had died, he had committed suicide, and he asked if i would take Billy which of course i agreed to, I drove to Bournemouth and collected Billy but he was very nervous and afraid but i held him on my lap all the way home, I showered him with love as i did Benji to, little Benji passed over not long after. Suddenly it was me and Billy facing the world, sharing an unbreakable bond, i loved that little dog beyond measure and we had many years together until his passing and i still mourn him today.

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.Deciding we would have no more dogs, but we did, we had Charlie, Chami, Eddie, Diva and then my beloved Yonnie who was found on the streets of Cairo.I loved all my dogs, but Billy and Yonnie broke my heart and when i lost them part of me died, they were my soulmates, and my grief is ongoing, I am consumed with loss.I still have wee Diva and she has changed, when before she would never stay on my bed for long, but now she stays on my bed all night.If the world had a heart of a dog it would be a far kinder place. Whether there is such a place as the Rainbow Bridge i am not sure, but if you have been blessed with the love and devotion of a dog, you are indeed truly blessed.

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  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 12,901 Championing

    Hi @Roddy123 Thank you for sharing your story. I do not know what I would do without my dog. Dogs are so loving and devoted. Take care.

  • Sandy_123
    Sandy_123 Scope Member Posts: 63,123 Championing

    @Roddy123 what a lovely story but with lots of heartache, I'm glad you found a dog helped you and visa versa.

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,272 Championing

    Dogs are everything my fifi nearly 15 it kills me to know she won't be here one day I cry at the thought love fifi and pixie

  • Roddy123
    Roddy123 Online Community Member Posts: 47 Contributor

    Catherine21….i know exactly how you feel and it doesn't bear thinking about, and it brings such a loneliness which only dog lovers can understand.😰.

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 14,114 Championing

    hi I have a different story I'm scared of dogs so I'm not a big fan of dogs

  • Jimm_Alumni
    Jimm_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 5,713 Championing

    Hey @Roddy123 that's a lovely story. While I don't have a dog myself I do have a cat, Suki. I don't even want to think how I'd feel if I lost her. I hope you have many more happy memories with Diva ❤️

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,272 Championing

    Oh I really do I love animals more than people my daughter always used to say you love fifi more than me I used to say your my baby and fifi my furbabie now she has a dog of her own she says i totally understand now im sorry for your loss i know how deep it goes

  • Roddy123
    Roddy123 Online Community Member Posts: 47 Contributor

    Thank you Catherine21, Jimm_Scope, Sandy123……I am finding every day a struggle without my little Yonnie here, she was not just a dog she was my best friend.x😢

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,272 Championing

    Oh yorkie I have a yorkie and chihuahua my chihuahua nearly 15 will destroy me ad pet owners we must be proud of ourselves if you have no regrets love and cherish them everyday what else do they ask for but love I genuinely feel people's pain when losing a furbabie because I know it will be me and it is a great loss I send you big hugs I love animal lovers so I say thankyou for being an amazing owner I feel your pain day by day

  • Roddy123
    Roddy123 Online Community Member Posts: 47 Contributor

    Thank you Catherine21, my first beloved dog Billy was a Chihuahua and he was my shadow , i loved him dearly, they are so intelligent and protective despite their small size.😍

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,272 Championing

    Oh fifi does tricks I taught her to say hello she is my soul my soul like yourself I will be lost forever yes very clever