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Break up is messing with my MH
Me and my now ex partner were together for 9 and half yrs till july 15th this yr.. I made an attempt on my life the day before he broke up with me...his behavour since is domestic emotional abuse...something I dnt see due to childhood abuse...i have since then made 6 attempts and self harmed regularly...I'm am now high…
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Supporting a friend with Borderline Personality Disorder
I am currently supporting a friend who has BPD. I figured this out for myself over a 5 year turbulent relationship, during which time she has regularly fallen out with me and either ghosted me or blocked me for reasons that I could never quite understand. I have persevered as I value our friendship and never like to…
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This probably makes no sense but I needed to get it out ?
I have multiple mental and physical health conditions and was under various medical teams for about 5/6 things... unfortunately after a move of home back in 2015 I kind of shut down and ostriches.. it's now been around 5+ years since contact was lost with them all but none of my issues are even remotely controlled..…
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Mad
Ye im on one bipolar or just crazy thats me
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I never was promised a rose garden but life has been far harder than i ever thought possible.
I am Roddy who has always been on the sidelines looking in ,but now i feel i should introduced myself better. My mental health has always been an absolute burden,but i had the most devoted partner David who always cajoled me out of my depression,he was my rock,but 18 months ago he died after a long illness with…
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Has Covid affected your memory?
I suffer from short term memory loss anyway since my nervous breakdown, but since covid started, and I don't really have anyone to talk too, my memory has become really bad. I struggle with words and spellings too. It hasn't helped that an elderly neighbour, told me that just because I lived a sad unworthy life, she wasn't…
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Brain Injury... could the RTA I had in 1979 cause me to get dementia later in life?
Before I ask for advice.. I am not being a dramatist. I just heard in the news that some footballers from the 70s are experiencing Dementia. This has been caused by heading the ball numerous times in training... I will keep my reasons brief because this is the darkest time of my life...In 1979 I had a RTA. Suffered severe…
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Another episode?
I don't know if you look after or are close to someone who has mental issues, or has been diagnosed with a problem and requires monitoring. but over the last few days I could see things were not right. Sunday morning I had a call and had to go over as they were crying where everything seemed to be to much to handle. In…
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Can Anyone See The Logic In This?
For years I have had a nervous disposition. I have had panic attacks, but i have always put this down to a lack in confidence.The reason I mentioned confidence is because most of my life I have had folks telling me I lack in confidence. I don't think I do!Currently at 21.20 I am in bed on Saturday night. I don't know why,…
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Fed up of anxiety
Im so fed up now of anxiety, I know alot of you suffer with it as well. I'm messaging drs on Monday. So I'm sat out side Costa today when a voice says, are you safe sat here? I'm like ignore it. Then I look at the bus and think what if it veers towards the coffee shop. :s just getting stupid.
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Hi, my name is 19matt88! I've recently been diagnosed with complex PTSD
Hi everybody I'm matt I have suffered very bad mental health since childhood and recently been diagnosed with complex ptsd .
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Lost
I haven’t felt this bad in years. I don’t want to die and I’m not suicidal but I just don’t know what the point is anymore. Everything I thought I knew is a lie. It seems I just attract people to take advantage of me or hurt me. I have never felt so lost and alone in the world and I don’t know what to do anymore
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Does it ever feel like you aren't wanted?
Honestly, I know this may sound daft, but sometimes I feel like I'm not wanted. I often wonder, if I wasn't here( not dead, just runaway or something) whether I would be missed, or if everyone would let out a cheer. I feel horrible about myself and nothing seems to help. What should I do?
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On the edge
do you do you ever feel on the edge where you just can’t see how to keep going forward or what is the point of being here anymore nothing is going right and I just can’t get the thoughts out my head
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Hi my name is JHJarvie! I have C-PTSD. Here are my feelings on the condition any my treatment so far
Hi I have just joined the SCOPE community and just wanted to say hi to everyone out there. I guess I want to reach out and see if I can get a positive experience from any future interactions. I was diagnosed with Complex Post-traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD) in 2020, after what seemed a decade of what I can only…
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I dont even know where to begin or who to turn to
Hi, Im in so much need of some advice from people who have been through or know what help there is out there for these questions. To cut a long story short, I am separated from my wife and moved out to live with my mum and stepdad over a year ago now. Back when I was still living at home my mental health was so bad and I…
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Does Anyone Have Knowledge on Dyspraxia
Someone replied to a question I raised on the possibility of being Dyspraxic a few weeks ago. I was encouraged to speak within this forum and not private message. I don't know where to start, as in asking questions on the above subject. I have had a severe brain injury affecting me and my daily tasks for over forty…
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No help what so ever
After I lost my job, I got really low for a few hours a day, I still do but... Anyway, so I got in touch with mind, who were no help. Basically I got assessed on a good day on the phone for 50 mins. Everytime I tried to tell her how I felt, she said we had 50 minutes so to hurry up. She said I scored low in depression and…
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How to process the feelings after being harassed
Hi, was harassed over the course of 3 years. Hubby was great help but now it's over, I can't seem to process thngs well. I should feel relieved it's over but feel very shaken by it. As Victim Support said 'you were dealing with it, now you are feeling it.' Any ideas would be greatly appreciated. Thanks
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I have depression, anxiety and depersonalisation disorder. Has anyone experienced depersonalisation?
I'm currently suffering from depression , high anxiety and depersonalisation disorder. The last week has been absolutely horrendous as I feel like i've disconnected from my old self , I don't know who I am in the way I used to be before this , its like i've died and i'm stuck in the limbo hell like state which belongs…