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Lost
I haven’t felt this bad in years. I don’t want to die and I’m not suicidal but I just don’t know what the point is anymore. Everything I thought I knew is a lie. It seems I just attract people to take advantage of me or hurt me. I have never felt so lost and alone in the world and I don’t know what to do anymore
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Does it ever feel like you aren't wanted?
Honestly, I know this may sound daft, but sometimes I feel like I'm not wanted. I often wonder, if I wasn't here( not dead, just runaway or something) whether I would be missed, or if everyone would let out a cheer. I feel horrible about myself and nothing seems to help. What should I do?
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On the edge
do you do you ever feel on the edge where you just can’t see how to keep going forward or what is the point of being here anymore nothing is going right and I just can’t get the thoughts out my head
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Hi my name is JHJarvie! I have C-PTSD. Here are my feelings on the condition any my treatment so far
Hi I have just joined the SCOPE community and just wanted to say hi to everyone out there. I guess I want to reach out and see if I can get a positive experience from any future interactions. I was diagnosed with Complex Post-traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD) in 2020, after what seemed a decade of what I can only…
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I dont even know where to begin or who to turn to
Hi, Im in so much need of some advice from people who have been through or know what help there is out there for these questions. To cut a long story short, I am separated from my wife and moved out to live with my mum and stepdad over a year ago now. Back when I was still living at home my mental health was so bad and I…
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Does Anyone Have Knowledge on Dyspraxia
Someone replied to a question I raised on the possibility of being Dyspraxic a few weeks ago. I was encouraged to speak within this forum and not private message. I don't know where to start, as in asking questions on the above subject. I have had a severe brain injury affecting me and my daily tasks for over forty…
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No help what so ever
After I lost my job, I got really low for a few hours a day, I still do but... Anyway, so I got in touch with mind, who were no help. Basically I got assessed on a good day on the phone for 50 mins. Everytime I tried to tell her how I felt, she said we had 50 minutes so to hurry up. She said I scored low in depression and…
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How to process the feelings after being harassed
Hi, was harassed over the course of 3 years. Hubby was great help but now it's over, I can't seem to process thngs well. I should feel relieved it's over but feel very shaken by it. As Victim Support said 'you were dealing with it, now you are feeling it.' Any ideas would be greatly appreciated. Thanks
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I have depression, anxiety and depersonalisation disorder. Has anyone experienced depersonalisation?
I'm currently suffering from depression , high anxiety and depersonalisation disorder. The last week has been absolutely horrendous as I feel like i've disconnected from my old self , I don't know who I am in the way I used to be before this , its like i've died and i'm stuck in the limbo hell like state which belongs…
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Agoraphobia and A&E
Hi all! I’m new here but thought this might be the best place to ask and find some advice for an issue I’m having. I was diagnosed with Agoraphobia around January after I didn't leave the house for 3 months following a huge panic attack and bout of depression. Since then I have not left the house except for basic medical…
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Off back to hospital 3 rd time this year
Hi friends I have been detained again but luckily the hospital is only 15 mins from home . I’m not even scared any more I feel like I know how all these places work now I just hope I get the right support and treatment this time .
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Hi, my name is Meliss23! I have depression, and am not having much luck finding support
I don’t know if this is the right place for me but I’ve had severe depression on and off for the past nearly 10 years, I’m not working because of it and I’m on universal credit. I’m just about to change my antidepressant medication yet again and I’m so scared, I feel in such a dark place and I’m not having much luck…
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Suicide
Everyday Suicide looks more appealing. Working everyday until retirement in 2060, as a lifelong lonely person seems useless. I’ve tried all I can but my work and uni work is piling up and I have no girlfriend nor anyone to talk it through. Growing up I was brought up with the idea of reincarnation and even though I’m…
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Lately I feel like I'm just existing for my kids, I feel so fed up of my life
Lately I fee like am just existing for my kids. It's like the reason am still here. I feel so fed up of my life. It's like everything is a battle and I have no more battle left in med. Feel like am not heard. My mental health is so rubbish. The doctors just fob me off. But having a more intense CBT starting Tues so hoping…
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Mental Health Advocate
Hi Guys, I came across scope after receiving an email inviting me to write a blog post for their site, so here i am. Though the post isn't yet finished, i thought i would speak up here as I post a lot of mental health related content on both my twitter account aborderlinedad and also on my blog. My aim is to try and help…
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Feeling suicidal I’m never going to get better
Hi all my good friends as you all know I suffer with mental illnesses and have been recently sectioned and spent the start of the year in hospital . I’m under a mental health team who I feel do nothing I feel like they want me dead hence why they don’t care . I’m reaching out for the help and still suffering so badly with…
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Bitterness, loneliness, pessimism and dealing with friendships; new and old
Good Morning I stopped myself from speaking to my mum and dad and my eldest sister Jade at present. I'm still not talking to my boss although she did text me but I shut her out. I can talk to others but I wasn't sure as I'm pessimistic and lonely yet bitter. I can't just be friends with anyone not realising if they are…
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Places to visit and new recipes to learn
Hello Cher I wrote a list of 7 places I would like to visit; 1. Park Hill Park 2. Bethlem Gallery 3. Dulwich Picture Gallery 4. Morden Hall Park 5. Olympic Park 6. Little Heath Woods 7. Kelsey Park I never went to these places before but one of my friends went there and told me about it. I recently looked on Youtube on how…
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Quirks and Secrets
Hello Have you ever wondered what it's like to keep a secret? Have you ever what it's like to understand and know your quirks? I never understood quirks in my youth but I know what it's like to keep a secret whether it is personal, private and confidential or very very important. I don't like revealing secrets which can…
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Has anyone seen a mental health nurse before?
hi , any one ever seen one before? I have appointment tomorrow with one for first time and anxious about it
