emotional bluntness/cant cry

Geegeenumber1

after years of medications for depression and bipolar i have not been able to cry at all

also not been able to feel a buzz from too much wine, feel good or bad emotions, or have any sexual feelings

anyone relate

tonight i had a glass of red and as usual no effect but ed sheeran photograph came on and it was on in the hospital i was in a year ago and unbelievably i shed tears

i am over the moon to think its still possible to feel and express emotions

i was worried i wouldnt be able to grieve my parents/ pets in the future...

anyone experience similar and what did you do?

I find a joy in tears historically i find it really revitalising, blocking up all your emotions is horrible

none of the other feelinsg have come back but after this im more optimistic