Hi,
I am desperately searching for help this evening following a very difficult hour and a half PIP appeal tribunal hearing over the phone this afternoon. Please note - I DO NOT find it comfortableĀ to speak on the phone so did ask for a paper hearing which was adjourned in December and the tribunal recommended me to opt for a telephone hearing instead so I reluctantly went along with this.
Background - I have struggled my whole life, my mental health became so poor in 2018 that it was effecting my daily life so I finally went to my GP to ask for help. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression and prescribed antidepressants and CBT. I also had a diagnosis of Crohn's Disease and Fybromyalgia at this point. I then made my first application for PIP. This was rejected.
After trying 5 different antidepressants which didn't help and my mental health getting progressively worse I was finally referred for an autism assessment. I received my diagnosis in 2022 and a few months later also received my adhd diagnosis. Now I know why life has always been difficult for me.
Whilst waiting for my autism assessment in August 2021 I reapplied for a new PIP claim which was again rejected. Feeling strongly about this I asked for a mandatory reconsideration which was also rejected. Having by then had my diagnoses confirmed I applied to appeal the decision at a tribunal.
This whole process has took 19 months and been the most stressful time of my life. As I mentioned there was a paper tribunal hearing in December 2022 but that was adjourned and the panel recommended I opt for a telephone hearing and they also requested my full medical records from 2020 (which had never been requested before). I sent all of this in and having chased weekly for a new date, today has finally Ā been the telephone hearing. The tribunal's decision was to agree with the decision of the DWP and I am heartbroken.
I don't know where to go from here, I have no support, I feel like whilst the panel sounds like they're listening and understanding they really don't otherwise how could they reject my claim? I thought after all of the evidence they have from my medical records and diagnoses (and the fact they can see I have been struggling for years) they would understand so I thought I was well prepared - clearly not.
Can anyone help or point me in the right direction with regards to taking this further and putting a better case forward? I feel so strongly that I deserve this benefit but the difficulties I have in daily life are just not being taken seriously. This has destroyed me today I can't eat, my mind is completely overwhelmed - it is barbaric to put neurodivergent people through this!
I must also note in case it's helpful, that I was taken aback at the hearing today as the DWP representative asked me out if the blue if I go to watch my husband playing, I asked her what she meant (my husband is a professional footballer - not a rich famous one might I add) as I had never been asked about him before, what his job is etc and I haven't put that in any of my communications to them. She asked given his line of work do I go to watch him at his place of work. The judge actually told the rep that she didn't think the question was relevant and she retracted the question. I don't feel these comments where appropriate or relevant and I find it strange that they have taken it upon themselves to look in to my husbands name and occupation? My issue is also that people may think that because my husband has some success I can't possibly struggle too much that she needs PIP, or maybe I'm being too she's the?
To clarify - I don't work and don't have any income of my own except for carer's allowance for my son which I receive as he is on the middle date for DLA.
I hope someone can help - thank you!