I have my physical disabilities and also live alone with a 12.5 year old daughter and a dog. I'm fighting with my daughter's school as during court with her father, the judge decided she should remain in a school 19 miles away. I can't sort out Parent Pay for her to be able to eat properly in school, systems, systems, systems. I'm struggling with OT and Physio, systems: no one answers the phone and I am fighting like heck to at least walk a bit. Waiting and waiting for OT to help with some things and I just want out. I've always looked after myself and my own, depended on no one………….. all I want is not further damage to my legs and my back and my upper body. I don't care about being Autistic or having ADHD, that's just my unique brain. But physically……… I know the NHS is over burdened but that is down to the government. But I am out here in Wales, on my own, with nothing. I even tried to find anyone whom might take us out in the car, just to a beach….. £18 an hour plus 45p per mile of petrol. Should I let my child go **** or with a not up to date uniform as they only allow the uniform to come from ONE shop, yup 19 miles away……….. I'm trying to do things, doing a Masters on line but I struggle mentally and am behind, not coping……. supposed to have a new lap top with specialist software…… what turns up, some small thing I virtually can't see and am too afraid to even turn on……. and a ton of emails with CODES I am supposed to work out.
Had enough absolutely.
So very tired.
Physio, I just need a new brace for my leg and something to support what is left of my back…… nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, it's all these self referral forms, people not answering the phone……… I'm just going to try and buy what I need, perhaps it wont be good, perhaps it will… I don't know but the stress all this is causing is simply not worth it…. it's making me ill.
Yours independently
Bar
