Hello all,
I'm very new here, and apologies if this Haa been covered, but I'm very stressed today. I'm 50 years old and was diagnosed with BPD in April after being mentally unstable and unwell since 14. I was given a very late diagnosis!. Last year UC put me on limited work capabilities, although I didn't receive any extra payment, but it kept them at bay until now. I've very recently been awarded PIP, so recent, that I'm not sure of my rates, so I contacted UC to tell them I wanted to cancel my 'work focused phone appointment' on the 11th July as I'm not fit for work, and seriously, I am not, I get very violent when stressed out. I was told that I still have to look for work even though I'm on PIP and do all the vile things like being put in groups of people and pressured onto courses, which when having BPD is like pouring petrol onto a fire.
I've immediately panicked today and put in a claim for ESA and requested a sick note from my Doctor. The range of emotions I've had today, just by reading a journal entry from UC alone, has really triggered me. I don't know what to do, or what I'm doing? Can they force me into work if I tell them I'm sick, is the ESA assessment the same as PIP?. I really need some help, ashonestly, I just thought things would be sorted when I was awarded PIP 😟
Many thanks from Susan