Hi, I'm Emily snd I am 29 years old, for most of my life I have been talking about meeting that special someone that's always there for you on good and bad days but I found as I've gotten older I've almost become invisible to the point where no one can see me.
I look at people round me and I see them and I'm thinking why isn't me? Am I too ugly 😔 is that the fact that they're scared to approach and talk to me like a human being rather look st him give me funny looks.
Of course I've had boyfriends but that was in the past. Having HCP (Hempligic Cerebral Palsy) means that I can talk snd walk slightly like a normal person but despite me looking for groups to join I'd gotten nowhere.
It may seem desperate of me to be ttelking like this but I really do want a successful friendship/relationship with someone with or without a disability.
Quite frankly, if people don't want to talk to me that's fine, I'm a soldier with invisible armor that no one else can see I've caught more battles than the advantage person I will not some mean minded people put me down by saying " I'll never get married"! Or " whose gonna marry you"?
I'm just sick of watching other people have their 'successful' relationships I've lost all my friends and I'm trying to find new ones, but everything's been cut back by the government how the hell do they expect the likes of me and every other person with CP or HCP to get on in life
It's frustrating 😒
Emily
