Help WCA
Hello, I don’t know what to do I can’t stop worrying, I have my wca scheduled for 2 weeks time and I’m extremely worried about the outcome 😭 if I get found fit to work by the decision maker I don’t know how I’ll cope with the amount of appointments and work related stuff, I might end up getting sanctioned and my mum won’t let me stay in the house as I won’t be able to pay her rent, and she means it when she says I’ll be gone as if I don’t pay I’m out, she doesn’t treat me fair. I don’t know what else to do, I know the assessment hasn’t even happened yet but I can’t stop worrying. I can’t sleep as it is due to my insomnia and can’t stop throwing up. I have nobody else to live with if this happens I have no family or friends, I’m all alone. My life is a living hell and I can’t take it anymore. I didn’t send any evidence as I didn’t have any and my doctors were trying to make me pay, but even so, I haven’t been going to the doctors about my anxiety for long so there wouldn’t be much to send anyway. I do take medication for it, and my sickness but that’s it. I start therapy on the 11 of November, but I doubt they’ll send My health provider a report as my assessment is on the 20th and they wouldn’t have known me for long. I don’t know what to do, should I just leave my house now, or wait, I can’t stop crying. My head is going crazy and I feel so lonely, my family don’t care at all there isn’t anyone else. I can’t sleep or anything I have tired everything and I mean that, and the doctors won’t give me anything for it as I’m ’too young’ and they don’t hand it out due to it being addictive, I’m 23. Please can I have some advice or anything, I’m desperate I can’t take it anymore, I haven’t slept for 2 and a bit days. I’ve tried distracted my mind and it doesn’t work, it just keeps back into my head, I know I’ll be homeless if this happens. I’m sorry for going on I don’t know what else to do. I will apply for pip, but that can take months and I doubt I’d even get it, but my mum won’t wait for the rent she’ll want me gone as soon as I cant pay. I’m sorry again. Thank you x