year 2025 . I attended a social event in the city centre and once again felt ennui/bored by them. After i went to the toilet everyone there just ended leaving . I went back on the train to go home . I didn't get have a good night's sleep . Only 3 people were there. i already know most of the people that went there . It has happened twice in 2024 when i got ennui / bored . Happened in December too and I felt the same again. Now i'm going to be always be thinking is will be ennui/bored now that i kept going to the social events . Dating hasn't been going great with real life . trying to meet new people . i had met some people before but i just wasn't the right fit . i have to be online dating as since but online dating has only not be that great to . kept getting creepy old men that just want to have sex with me . i'm not sure if i'm intersted in sexaul relationship . i would prefer a long term relationship . so far i not getting anywhere close . what can do ?
