Fifi

Catherine21

Today and everyday i think of you its like a flame through my body that stops me in my tracks and i gasp out loud shes not here the kick to the stomach the sadness engolfs me to tears flow the memories replay in my mind as if your still here everythings left as it was how i miss you this four pound bundle of love and pure joy i will cry a lifetime for you but every tear is worth the wonderful 15 half years i shared with you fifi my one true love my soul my heart my love for now and forever 15 /1

Holly_Scope

Speaking of poetry @Catherine21 there's something very poetic about this post. I hope you're doing ok. My best friend recently lost her dog too and she's having similar days to you. They're not just a pet. They're a member of the family 💛 Have you been adding to your garden memorial anymore or has it been a bit too cold during the past few months?

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1098746#Comment_1098746

Ah i feel for your friend yes two of my close friends also lost thier dogs its heartbreaking she was so perfect no havent done memorial as so damp and wet but i will add more flowers or hopefully the others bud this year glad your friend has you as i know you offer so much comfort its always on sundays i get really really upset as sunday was the day i knew i had to take her the next day i loved her so much

Holly_Scope

Thank you. He wasn't very well for a little while and they had to make the tough decision but it was the right thing to do and he had a long life. I thought that might be the case with the weather. Maybe you can start thinking of your flower idea's ready for the spring.

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1098766#Comment_1098766

Yes same with fifi i knkw it was the right thing to do as id never let her suffer oh watch this space holly in my true style i probley plant 100s all or noting thats my nature

Holly_Scope

Haha that sounds a lot like me. All or nothing 🤣

Doglover2

@Catherine21 I mourn all my dogs. There's not a day that passes without me crying for them. I've done every conceivable memorial, I've had tattoos done, you name it. I don't think we ever find peace in their passing, No matter how long we have them we want them longer. I said before my youngest loss was just 5 years old and it destroyed me. I was like a zombie for three years after. I could barely lift my head. My oldest, just three years ago was 16 year's 6 weeks old. I feel lost without them all. My current boy is full of beans, he's a livewire ,but I miss having three dogs together so much. I've always had 2-3 at a time. I absolutely feel for you @Catherine21 💔

I totally get it. Take care. X

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1098867#Comment_1098867

Im sorry for your losses its heartbreaking my life will never be the same without fifi god she was beautiful kind loving so intuned with me yes i have pixie who is great comfort i waa looking at puppies but with the way the world is i wont get another hope your welll x