Hi. I'm 56 and am Self Employed. (been so for 15 years).
Due to very bad timing, my business is stalling & my health has taken an expected turn.
I am on UC but I have got nothing for about 4 months as the 12 month period was over (so they assume your earning MW). The dilemma is, it's all happened at once.
I was diagnosed with Diabetes type 2 recently , The reading was off scale and I put on medication and frequent checks because it is so high/bad (Lost sight in one eye, and hands & feet have damaged nerves where I can't feel properly and loose my balance sometimes). I have to go to hospital to have my remaining working eye checked often as its showing signs of doing the same over time. Add to this my business has nose dived due to no one spending (I assume due to the cost of living), I am constantly in a state of worry of what the future holds.
I do own my house outright & my son still lives with me (for now) and helps best he can , but i'm struggling, and have constant worry. I guess I will be told to 'just get another job'. I'm pretty sure no one will want to employ an older guy with sight issues, senses failing & complete energy loss over a short period of exertion.
Have now read after 6 months they will stop my UC claim (even though they give me nothing). I wanted to stay on as I would qualify for some things that would help me (like government cost of living Electric/gas help etc).
I don't think i'd qualify for any PIP help. What do I do?
Last time I went to the UC office, the woman was horrible to me, and wouldn't listen to my ask for help, and I just felt I was a potential candidate for getting their numbers down. There was a guy there who was excellent, but he seems to have gone.
One of my Reform supporting 'friends' told me to snap out of it, then called me a woke leftie the other day. You have no Idea how frustrating & soul destroying that was. :(
I am still working doing my self employment job, as best I can, taking my time without upsetting any boss with my physical issues, but I can't make people buy.
Any suggestions are greatly appreciated. I feel like it's a dead end which ever way I look & have no light at the end of the tunnel to work too). Sorry if this sounds like a moan, but I am really starting to worry & not enjoying life anymore.