Hi scope,
Im worried that after i failed to overdose on my meds while i failed to get through to samaritans im worried this is going to effect my prescriptions. I explained my regret and there has been distance since i failed this attempt. I truely repent. I still struggle and i with help i was discussed to go prescribed diazapam weekly. (fine i have these and i said i would slow drinking)
The thing is my other meds im low on and been out of on weekend give med withdrawl and of well lets say it made me feel a bit like a teenager again and i mistook this for feeling completely better too soon. You know like a bit too much dopamine. but if i go without my meds i put request in for today as they are controlled drugs I will get worse symptoms and receptionist didnt seem to want to push this through. i explained to gp and pharmacy just encase but i just have this dread its not gonna work out okay.
Obviously on the 6 march i took the meds and alchol i didnt exactly count the meds i took and cruched up. but my prescription is now due early. Has anyone else had trhis problem?
god bless