Work life

putter218
putter218 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 14 Connected
in Everyday life

Right now I feel like a joke. My mind is constantly playing doubt. I've gotten to the stage where I hate going out even to work but it's never enough. I'm even afraid that my family is ashamed of me. They've always talked down to me. That's probably where my self doubt comes from. Even at work I don't trust my employer even though I can't control it.

Comments

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 4,516 Online Community Team

    I'm so sorry you're feeling this way @putter218. How long have you been feeling like this? It must be incredibly difficult for you. Do you have any mental health support at the moment?

  • putter218
    putter218 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 14 Connected

    A week but it comes and goes. I've submitted to go to talking therapy.

  • putter218
    putter218 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 14 Connected

    But I'm also scared to leave my job incase it goes wrong.

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 4,516 Online Community Team

    That's good that you're going to go to talking therapy. Have you done anything like that before?

  • putter218
    putter218 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 14 Connected

    Yes I just care about people's opinions

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 4,516 Online Community Team

    I can understand that. It's very difficult when you're constantly worrying about what other people are thinking. Do you have a support network outside of your family?

    Here's some other resources for you too that may help while you're waiting for talking therapy:

    Mind

    Samaritans - Call 116 123

    https://www.nhs.uk/nhs-services/mental-health-services/

Categories