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ESA Fit for work Assessment unfinished interview
despondent
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I had a fit for work assessment due to my mental health problems and alcohol dependency. When we arrived the building had no lights on. There was a notice stating that the property had been repossessed. We couldnt find out how to get to the interview (no doubt they were filming the entrance all the while). Then we saw a woman come out of a lift, and she told us it is on the 2nd floor. The lift was strange, only the floor moved, and I am scared of going in lifts but there was no other way. The experience was awful as it seemed as if we were going to be crushed into the ceiling as the gap between the floor got shorter and shorter. I started to scream and hit an alarm button. Security came out and helped us. This was all before the interview. I was so rattled by the whole experience and couldnt stop crying and shaking. Even though we arrived very early, I was not seen for 40 minutes after my appointment time. I could not hold myself together, and just sobbed through the introduction of the interview. In fact the assessor asked only one question, which was when did I last try to kill myself. I then began to tell him that over dosing had damaged my kidneys and was not an efficient way to kill myself. I then was about to demonstrate how the best way to kill myself was, by lifting up my sleeve, when he said that the interview was over. I am very worried, everything scares me, that I will get 0 points as the interview never got started.
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I'm so sorry to hear about what you went through for your assessment, when did you have it? It sounds like such a distressing experience, have you been able to talk to someone and get support about it?
Are you receiving any face to face support for your ESA application?
The lift was extremely scary, it was the whole floor that went up. When it reached level 2 which is the top, it continued to rise and would squash you to death.
Why did they make it seem that the building was empty, and uninhabited?
It sounds terrible what you went through at that assessment. Unfortunately there is not a lot you can do until you get the decision apart from to try not to worry about it too much. It may be that the assessor didn't finish the interview because it became clear quickly to him what the recommendation should be. Hopefully you will be placed in the support group.
Do you receive DLA or PIP? If not, you might want to apply for PIP as that may be extra money to help you. If you need any advice once you have received your decision please post again. Good luck.
Lee
I'm glad that BenefitsTrainingCo has been able to comment and offer some advice.
What you're going through sounds really tough, have you tried contacting the Samaritans for support? You can contact them by email on [email protected] if you find it easier to communicate that way, otherwise you can call them on 116 123 (free).
Please do get in touch if you have any questions or if you need any more support
Please do look after yourself, and do get involved with the community: we have lots of friendly members who will unfortunately be able to empathise with your experiences, and we'll help and support you wherever we can.