Bipolar Disorder

Lawmc

[medication names removed by moderator]  only on 2nd week and already thinking about ending things   thinking  that everyone. Is against me  and talking behind my back . I really can't go on much longer and nowhere to turn

EmmaB

Dear @Lawmc

Please go and discuss how you are feeling with your GP, if you don't like your GP or all they want to do is give you medication and that's it, ask to see another one it's really important that you talk to them. 

You say you have just started on some new medication and if your negative thoughts started after that it could be that the new meds are causing these thoughts and feelings of paranoia.  Not all meds work in the same way for everyone and some can cause paranoid thoughts.

Your brain might also be adjusting to the fact that you are no longer on Lithium anymore too - all psychiatric drugs affect the nervous system so when you come off them your system has to re-adjust, sometimes the effects of this re-adjustment may seem like the 'illness' is coming back but in fact it is just the body/brain trying to adapt to not having that drug in the system anymore.

If your GP is any good they will be able to explain this to you - don't just stop your meds but go and discuss this with them. 

You might find it helpful to talk to a counsellor about your worries and the way forward.  Psychiatric diagnoses don't need to be a life sentence and it's important to get the help you need to get you back on track.

I hope that is helpful.

Best wishes.

Emma

Lawmc

Thank you Emma

EmmaB

@Lawmc - you are welcome. 

Obviously you don't say much about your back story but it's important to know that with good support you can start to make sense of your experience of mental distress ie how your previous life events and circumstances have impacted on your mental health.

Contrary to what you may have been told there is no solid evidence that mental 'illness' is caused by some sort of biochemical imbalance for which drugs are the only answer.  

I hope that you can find some support that might include some 'social prescribing' as meds can be useful short term but less so in the long term.  See Sam's post on Social Prescribing here:

https://community.scope.org.uk/discussion/51455/social-prescribing

All the best.

Emma

Antonia_Alumni

Hi @Lawmc

How are you doing today?

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