No life I want

sam12

I want to end my life nothing else here I alway fail complaints nothing I win they in the wrong. Miss my bf I no idea how police investigate on someone who is recording him am worried about his welfare and health I never been this long away from him its cracking me up 

Ami2301

Hi @sam12 I am sorry that you are feeling this way, please keep talking to us, we are listening and here for you.

sam12

On phn helpline 

sam12

Am back I don't know what to do. Am worried about my bf I want to talk to him so desperately..i asked him if he dumped me he said its not like that then at the end of the call when it's all finished I give u details will tbis because of the hacking problem and investigation I know he don't want to lose me. I got in my head he don't want me anymore I know he loves me want to marry m

Adrian_Scope

Hello @sam12,
I know things probably seem a little bleak at the moment, but we're always here to support you and signpost you towards resources that might help, including MIND's pages about suicidal feelings.
We have previously offered additional support to you via email and that offer is always open, so if you'd be interested, please let us know.
Of course, if you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, it's really important though that you speak with someone qualified to help you through them. Please remember to give Samaritans a call on 116 123, or get in touch with your mental health team.
If you feel like you're a danger to yourself at any time, please call 999 or go to your local hospital.

sam12

I just spoke to samaritain.. I miss bf. Yes I want ur support alot I kant deal with what happening to me. Feel am goin mad. Hole been left in my heart because my bf kant commicate yet

Adrian_Scope

Hi @sam12,
We're more than happy to provide additional support. We've emailed you for some more information and with that we'll be able to start the ball rolling. If you're unsure whether we have your correct email address, please feel free to PM me here with your correct email address or email us at [email protected] and we'll be in touch.

sam12

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My handmade artwork 

sam12

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I lost all my photos got them on a stick but I don't use my laptop 

Chloe_Scope

These are so pretty @sam12! That's such a shame you have lost your photos. Do you make any other things?

sam12

I done gift wraps to they got smashed up because of packing up to move. Also I do crystal ones. And soaps to

sam12

I learnt myself no one taught me this done with recyclable jars. I made many some look like a cake I done to. 

Chloe_Scope

Ah I bet that was annoying! They all sound lovely! How are you feeling this morning?

sam12

Feeling bad inside. Today is eid my bf and me not wished each other happy mubarak am feel bad I think worst issues 

Chloe_Scope

That must be really hard @sam12, I'm sorry you can't be together today. Do you have any plans for today?

sam12

No. Just eating Chinese chocolate of my best friend 

Chloe_Scope

Well I hope they are good chocolates! That was very kind of them do you get a chance to talk to them much?

sam12

Every day on we chat she lovely girl only young lady. She studying English she coming to live with me and bf.