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sam12
sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
in Mental health and wellbeing
I want to end my life nothing else here I alway fail complaints nothing I win they in the wrong. Miss my bf I no idea how police investigate on someone who is recording him am worried about his welfare and health I never been this long away from him its cracking me up 

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  • Ami2301
    Ami2301 Online Community Member Posts: 7,877 Championing
    Hi @sam12 I am sorry that you are feeling this way, please keep talking to us, we are listening and here for you.
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    On phn helpline 
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    Am back I don't know what to do. Am worried about my bf I want to talk to him so desperately..i asked him if he dumped me he said its not like that then at the end of the call when it's all finished I give u details will tbis because of the hacking problem and investigation I know he don't want to lose me. I got in my head he don't want me anymore I know he loves me want to marry m
  • Adrian_Scope
    Adrian_Scope Posts: 11,754 Online Community Programme Lead
    Hello @sam12,
    I know things probably seem a little bleak at the moment, but we're always here to support you and signpost you towards resources that might help, including MIND's pages about suicidal feelings.
    We have previously offered additional support to you via email and that offer is always open, so if you'd be interested, please let us know.
    Of course, if you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, it's really important though that you speak with someone qualified to help you through them. Please remember to give Samaritans a call on 116 123, or get in touch with your mental health team.
    If you feel like you're a danger to yourself at any time, please call 999 or go to your local hospital.
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    I just spoke to samaritain.. I miss bf. Yes I want ur support alot I kant deal with what happening to me. Feel am goin mad. Hole been left in my heart because my bf kant commicate yet
  • Adrian_Scope
    Adrian_Scope Posts: 11,754 Online Community Programme Lead
    Hi @sam12,
    We're more than happy to provide additional support. We've emailed you for some more information and with that we'll be able to start the ball rolling. If you're unsure whether we have your correct email address, please feel free to PM me here with your correct email address or email us at community@scope.org.uk and we'll be in touch.
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering

  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    My handmade artwork 
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering

  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    I lost all my photos got them on a stick but I don't use my laptop 
  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    These are so pretty @sam12! That's such a shame you have lost your photos. Do you make any other things?
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    I done gift wraps to they got smashed up because of packing up to move. Also I do crystal ones. And soaps to
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    I learnt myself no one taught me this done with recyclable jars. I made many some look like a cake I done to. 
  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    Ah I bet that was annoying! They all sound lovely! How are you feeling this morning?
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    Feeling bad inside. Today is eid my bf and me not wished each other happy mubarak am feel bad I think worst issues 
  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    That must be really hard @sam12, I'm sorry you can't be together today. Do you have any plans for today?
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    No. Just eating Chinese chocolate of my best friend 
  • Chloe_Alumni
    Chloe_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 10,506 Championing
    Well I hope they are good chocolates! That was very kind of them :) do you get a chance to talk to them much?
  • sam12
    sam12 Posts: 1,337 Empowering
    Every day on we chat she lovely girl only young lady. She studying English she coming to live with me and bf. 

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