Today is judgement day

sam12

Omg i know later full extent of my foot injury what the next stage is holy heck speak later when I am home 

sam12

Omg its scary tomorrow probably manipulation to put bone back how can sr do that goin hurt not sure if i manage it it freaking me out. If I don't ge5 back in time I should do i send msg up date. Am glad u all helped me only cause having no money is frustrating i miss my dla and premiums and other people to government i think are causing us all harm we british foreign people get better treatment it our country 

Chloe_Scope

Hi @sam12, we really hope today goes well for you and that they'll be able to help you with your foot. It is understandable you are anxious and you are doing so well to do this. I look forward to chatting with you later on

sam12

Good news not broken. Bad news 2 mth healing. Bae news old injury which I wasn't aware of hospital never xray it only put me on crutches. Worse today bad spell of dishorrea omg. I didn't like the dr he wss weird i felt some snap am goin ask dr get mri on foot 

Chloe_Scope

I'm glad it's not broken @sam12! Have they given you crutches? 

sam12

Got 1 only here. Am unhappy about old injuries I didn't know about it madness am thinkin of lookin into this historic medical thing 

sam12

My foot swelling up ajd tight again am sure something not right 

Chloe_Scope

I hope the one is helping you! Did they tell you what to do if this did happen?

sam12

Rest painkillers snd ice pack no ice i need to sort something. I feeling trapped isolated i tired to ring social worker he reject me call today i to wait to Monday he kant do that. Am. Not happy at moment sm having thinkin session again my anxiety up feel i nothing left to live for 

Richard_Scope

Hi @sam12
Ice is great to get the swelling down. Once you get that swelling down it will feel a bit better and you can move around easier.  Being in pain and struggling to get around can make anybody feel low. 

sam12

A cloth face cloth be ok won't it wrap it around foot better then ice which I haven't got

Chloe_Scope

Hi Sam, do you have a plastic bottle? You could half fill it with water and put this in the freezer to freeze. This will be better for your foot then a cold cloth.

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling anxious. I can imagine it's difficult when you are struggling to get around. I hope it starts to ease soon which will hopefully improve how you feel. 

sam12

Yes I have still drink in it the I fill it up lol thank you so much. I use cloth later then bottle b empty soon the freeze it. 02 give new mobile brand new range free Samsung not know model yet til 6 

Chloe_Scope

Sounds like a plan to me! No problem at all @sam12

Ooo that sounds good!

sam12

Yes. Been chatting to my mum home carer staff. I want my anxiety and communication skills to help me get proper quality of life 

Chloe_Scope

That sounds really positive @sam12! I'm really happy you felt able to talk to them about this and that you are wanting to work on this

sam12

Yes. Why kant I trust people is cause kind of life I had will it be this 

Adrian_Scope

Lots of people find it very hard to trust, especially if they’ve been let down in the past. I’m sorry you’re feeling in that position @sam12.
How was your weekend? 

sam12

Low moods again. 8 actually rang social worker he coming out 18th July. Wat getting me down to I want see my mum before she dies i no way of getting there plus my foot to I was told paralysed people dont live that long but over 10 years now my brother said nasty things am worried if i miss out on my mum to see her

Adrian_Scope

Is her care home far from you? That must be very difficult.

I’m glad you rang the social worker and have arranged for them to see you. 

sam12

Not been b4 i know if way out of centre of southport