Firstly, I just want to ask for no negative replies please - I've specifically not Googled so as not to see any horror stories!
Regulars will know by now but basically I suffer from severe OCD, agoraphobia and social anxiety, and have a massive phobia around bodies/bodily fluids/illness or injury. I also have physical issues with stomach/bowel/joints which are either caused or at least exacerbated by the anxiety. The pandemic obviously hasn't helped, but over the last few weeks it's become almost completely unmanageable.
I haven't been able to take any form of meds since 2003 due to sech a severe phobia around the potential side effects. But just keep being told my anxiety is now so high that nothing will improve until I take some SSRIs.

I have been prescribed 5ml of liquid Fluoxetine as the easiest to take and lowest risk SSRI but as yet have not been able to take it - just the thought of taking it causes such high anxiety that my throat is closing/spasming before I've even got the lid off and lower internals are all on the move forcing me into the bathroom. Not a great start obviously!

Really, I just want to know what I should be expecting from it, especially such a low dose. What is the result meant to be? Should there be less anxiety? Less physical symptoms caused by anxiety? Or the same anxiety but slower to appear and shorter lasting?
I also want sort of mild side effects most people experience from it? (As above though, please no less common major ones as it's hard enough trying to convince my brain as it is!)
Thanks