Fantasising A Better Life
Firstly I am embarrassed to talk about this.
I feel I need to grow up and face reality.
I have for over forty years suffered mild anxiety, although it can rule my life.
I was talking to someone who suffered anxiety some time ago. And they was explaining certain scenarios. I thought I have been having these moments since I was a child.
Anyhow.. is this OK to think like this.
I have no car, I sold it some years ago. Now I use public transport. I have only had to pay for a taxi three times because of being stranded by no bus service.
On the odd occasion I am waiting for the bus and its raining heavy, I am getting soaked.
I just wish I could turn around and in front of me is this door which leads into a small caravan.
Inside this caravan it is spartan. No real luxuries. Just a bed, a change of clothes. Water for drinking etc.
But this is my safe place where I can de-stress. Chill out, or get out of certain scenarios.
Or...
I walk inside this caravan. I turn around again to walk out, but I am in Australia, or Greece.
In the sun on the beach.
Whilst I am in sunnier climes my Arthritis is none existent. I can move around freely.
Is it normal to think/wish this would happen?
I feel a bit of a plum asking this..thank you.
