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Summary:- On the 19th august 2021 after making a right of access request, I received the results from my medical examination for the first time, I have been completely unaware of the contents of that document as it has never been disclosed to me so I have been unable to challenge the contents of that document until now.
During that esa medical assessment of feb 2020 I had been suffering a long duration of mental health illness, including suffering from delusions, depression, anxiety and thoughts of self harm and still continue to this day to do so. The evidence is everyday I am ill, and therefore will never fully recover, there is no cure.
I have been diagnosed with psychosis, depression, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder ever since I was an adolescent, of which is not only well documented by medical evidence also backed up from police and court documents.
During that assessment **** failed to relay what I said to him, or document the truth of the extent of my health condition’s symptoms, I also refute a registered nurse is in any way qualified enough to diagnose or treat mental health disorders as this within the NHS is dealt with separately. All mental health treatment is done by qualified mental health nurse’s and psychiatrist, treatment is dealt with separately from regular nurses and general practitioners. And I think is safe to suggest all the nhs would agree, mental health departments do have different training and are more qualified to assess these vulnerable people.
There has been a error in my claim for which I wish to be corrected and will attempt to resolve in this revision request ahead of going to any tribunal.
The question and point system is based on a typical day, going to a medical assessment is not a typical day for anyone in this world. Having a biased emotional viewpoint and not presenting a professional mental health report instead choosing too write dedicated and large portions of his opinion’s in that assessment, based proportionately on someone being able to walk into an office on one day, would be understandable if I evidenced not being able to walk. If it was a professional assessment without biased opinions or prejudice I would have most likely of had significant trouble repeating the task the following day, or having to go out for food, but by 3 4 5 days I am unable to maintain this and become bed bound. What is the assessment originally designed for, what’s its intended use, in situations when it doesn’t get used to discriminate mental health illnesses.
My typical day revolves around being so depressed I fail to eat, wash, clean, go outside, and never communicate with anyone from the outside world,I typically only engage with the constant auditory and visual hallucinations, for mr **** to allege in his report none of the above apply, indicates he is hard of hearing or had biased viewpoint of mental health long before ever engaging with me.
My typical day I do not move, at all, and sleep all day not wanting to wake up, cry and not until prompted by another person typically my mum, trying to get me moving again will I then eat or wash, and try to do something my mum prepares meals for me, or goes shopping for me as I have terrible social anxiety, and have delusions of thoughts and perceptions. I have regular have hallucination’s, auditory and visual which are constantly tormenting me. Anytime I go out is to go to my mums house or sisters, and the fact that she always drives me in her car, for him to claim I travel freely on buses a blatant lie, I have been on a bus less than 5 times in the last 15 years so for *** to alleged I am a regular bus user needs to be fired in my opinion.
Activity 6, *** alleged none of above apply, I have psychosis I regular have difficulty relaying a simple message.
Activity 7, *** alleged none of the above apply, I have psychosis, I do suffer constantly with auditory and visual hallucinations, messages or conversation do become warped and not understood most of the time, I constantly fear people are trying to endanger my life, trick me, or steal from me. I struggle to remember 90% of what is said to me.
Activity 8, *** alleged none of the above apply, I need to be in company with a trusted person as I get perceptions people surrounding me are always talking about me or are following me around. If I don’t have that security around me I have become violent and aggressive when I feel trapped in the past, I have also been arrested several times for public order offences, in this same scenario. Its the main reason I say home in bed.
Activity 10, *** alleged none of the above apply, and this the most important of proving *** had deliberately mislead the department, and with the evidence available to him and failed to list it in his report. I have psychosis I lose consciousness and experience altered states of consciousness 4 to 5 times a day minimum. With my previous points this alone puts me into the support group.
Activity 12, when I am not in control of what I am doing I regularly hurt myself accidentally, Just recently I set a small fire in my bathroom to get the attention of a neighbour that I was in danger. I burnt myself, while trying to save myself.
Activity 13, my mum plans my meals pays my bills, I often lose my wallet while being in altered states of consciousness because of psychosis symptoms.
Activity 14, I have states of aggressive behaviour when things are changed the last minute, time keeping is crucial for me to function, anything else causes paranoia and delusions which sometimes leads to violent outbursts.
Activity 15, I need someones help and support going to new strange places, I avoid going anywhere if I can choose too.
Activity 16, I will not or ever do I go to social events, I have psychosis the people around me cause me to become paranoid and have severe auditory hallucinations and become fearful and stressed
Activity 17, has on a daily basic uncontrollable paranoia resulting in aggressive behaviour
Nurse S*** not only didn’t listen to me, he also alleged on all questions none of the above apply. Therefore resulting in me not receiving the security of the support group, that I am clearly entitled too subject to my health condition symptoms that I suffer from daily, I do question the motives on why did the department not send me this document, if this was a legal and ethical assessment I would of been posted its contents, yet only after requesting my right of access request years later was I informed by its misleading information resulting in me living in unnecessary hardship and poverty.
The medication I am on is setreline, olanzapine, mitazipine, my health does not get any better whilst being on these meds.
My debilitating illness is just as much a terminal and life threatening illness as anything else is, from all the stress, fear, delusions, hallucinations, depression, anxiety, low moods, and being its experienced daily. Lets address it simply as it is, at any point I may or may not surrender and kill myself, and its all depending on just how low my life gets. It feels to me obvious that the dwp knows this and have been deliberately keeping me in as low as mood possible ever since the esa IB migration in 2012 from all the constant sanctions, alleged failed appointments and failure to safeguard a already vulnerable person whilst forcing me into doing things and situations that the department should of been protecting me from in the first place. For the dwp not documenting the correct and informed information being provided to your staff members and further safeguarding me. The department went on to ignore what they had available to them, and the result was not being put into the support group. And for nothing more than political auditing, which has caused me and my family unnecessarily and severe hardship and poverty, year after year. And for what? nothing more than mental health discrimination from within the dwp itself.
A lot of the time I fail to open letters sometimes for weeks at an end, and my phone is mostly on silent being ignored, I feel the support group security is the obvious group.
I also with the advice of citizen advise wish to inform you that the mandatory reconsideration notice dated 2 October 2017 was informed incorrectly of all the facts I was struggling with at that time period, I do still maintain that I received no letter. But do need to make you aware my illness has and continues to do so influence me into retreating from everything and engaging with opening letters and I withdraw from engaging with society, I for long periods of time don’t open my letters and at that time suffering badly I had lost all use of the telephone number that you had provided to you, I was at that time in a process of being a victim of fraud that even police where investigating. I was losing mail often, money was being taken out of my bank account, my email and facebook passwords were changed and I lost all my online accounts because of two step verification after my phone just suddenly stoped via my sim being locked, virgin media could not fix this and the SIM card remained locked. I was extremely paranoid at this time, and feared people where trying to poison me, either by spraying chemicals into my room, through cavities in the wall or by anthrax in the mail, or by carbon monoxide tampering. Attached is evidence I was engaging with police about this fraud.
More about my illness, as well as long debilitating depression where my mood falls so low, I cant muster the energy to speak, move, wash, eat, communicate, watch tv, look, read, walk, love, hate, feel. My psychosis causes me to fear people, noises, see the truth, inability to explain whats happening, frustration, delusions of conspiracies, I daily change my thought process from thinking of one thing to another. I constantly have conversations in my head with people I know known, or yet to meet. And play out them conversations, I often forget what I thought about 1 minute before, then swap to another subject. My memory is terrible, I see sparkly beings walking up and down all the time, they are clear outlines of humanoids mostly invisible that for some reason attached to me, I see colours and morphing shapes move around them room. I also see black boxes that moved around, these also morph and appears to be some language that I’m too stupid too learn, I see shadow people that are not nice, and cause loud bangs and sometimes move things around, they often hide keys, remote controls. I real difficulty maintaining task, my thoughts change so often I forget what I am doing, or was doing.I get obviously very anxious when I’m around people that I am doing this all out loud and they find it amusing, I feel people are looking at me laughing all the time if I go out so I try to stay indoors or around my family as much as possible. I fear going outside, I fear the world is against me. I even sometimes fear that the government and nhs are trying to kill me, I have in the past been off my meds, but am currently on them.
poppy123456 said: https://advicelocal.uk/
poppy123456 said: It has nothing to do with fraud.
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