Glad To Have Taken This Step

Chemist243
Chemist243 Scope Member Posts: 34 Connected
I was attracted to SCOPE because of the way it reaches out to ordinary folk who struggle with mental health issues.
The introduction of Forums is so simple as to be fantastic. People with mental health struggles meeting and supporting fellow sufferers.
Some may wonder why I should be here. I qualified as a biochemist and did a PhD in Oral Biochemistry and spent years in R&D; time in OTC medicines and then ethical pharmaceuticals before going into teaching. Redundancies and short term contracts have been a large part of my life. 
I have now been a civil servant for 13 years and hope the downturns in my life and the sharing of my experiences with people I meet can give encouragement to those I meet and support.
Whilst working for Smithkline Beecham Consumer Brands in Weybridge my mental health plummeted and I did not recognise it. 
Eventually, I walked into the room with my GP with an A4 sheet of points on mood and how I was feeling. My GP was great: he told me that I had given him the best description of depression he’d encountered in years. Smithkline Beecham managers had not recognised my “behaviour” being linked to mental ill-health. 
I lost my job with them and had to engage a solicitor to defend my corner.
I joined Zyma Healthcare 7 months after my job loss and was given a brilliant team to lead. When 3.5 years later jobs were shed in the UK, I found a position with a brilliant one man owned business and was given the opportunity to set up a pharmaceutical development facility. Some 40 new products later and helping the business to treble turnover, the owner sold the intellectual property and made all staff redundant.
After a 6 month temporary job, I trained to teach. Taught for several years before joining the Civil Service and have been with them for 13 years.
My mental health is generally OK but currently in a blip.
My experiences are what I now use to encourage people looking for work and in social settings.
There is hope and help out there. Please don’t give up or give up on your dreams. Your tenacity to keep going can encourage so many others.
It can be painful but keep going.

Comments

  • Danielle_2022
    Danielle_2022 Online Community Member Posts: 265 Empowering
    Hi @Davidrjgreen,
    I think lots of people tend to forget that mental illness can be (and often is) disabling, too! You’re more than welcome here and I’m so grateful to you for being so open about everything you have been through — I have no doubt that it’ll really help others. 

    I was sorry to read that you’re currently experiencing a blip, but it’s good to see that you’re staying positive. It sounds as if you’ve picked up some really helpful tips and coping mechanisms over the years, which is great. Would you mind sharing a few of them?
  • Chemist243
    Chemist243 Scope Member Posts: 34 Connected
    Dear Danielle,
    I am very happy to do so. The only proviso I would make is to advise that I am very happy to be challenged if someone believes something to be wrong in what I say. 
    One can become so focused on one’s own line of thought as to become blinkered.
    I have no wish to offend anyone.
    Kind Regards,
    David
  • Danielle_2022
    Danielle_2022 Online Community Member Posts: 265 Empowering
    Absolutely, @Davidrjgreen! Different strategies will work for everyone, which is important to remember. There is no one “right answer”, just really valuable to get the conversation started :)