Morning

Nicetomeetyou22

Morning everyone 

Nicetomeetyou22

Morning to my adopted mum @SueHeath it's D day for me today I'm going to docs later on been crying and I have been outta bed since 4.30am I'm scared woke up in pain sore throat husky voice badhead took eds anyway I hope all is OK at your end and that you and hubby and of course I hope your son is OK I'm sending my love to each and everyone of you ❤  xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

Meds I mean lol 😆 😂  xxx

janer1967

Good morning all 

@Nicetomeetyou22 best wishes for your appt today I can imagine your very anxious 

Get that music belting out and sing along once the kids are all sorted 

Thinking of you x 

SueHeath

Morning All It's THURSDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

And your up before me.
Sing away @Nicetomeetyou22 will be with you today - what times your appointment darling xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

@SueHeath I have just came out the docs and it wasn't pleasant 😕 😒  xx

SueHeath

Okay darling xxxxxxx

Nicetomeetyou22

@SueHeath the drug trail didn't work so I have had my blood took today and 1 main pot is getting sent to the rvi under a top specialist I have lots of bruises and red blisters and doctor said its off hemmrage5i have been referred to specialist I need go for a emergency scan at hospital on Monday the doctor said I need work with him and fo for all treatments etc I have agreed 👍 for kids sake well I broke down as ge mentioned something about blood cancer so now I'm on about 20 meds a day I walked out the docs with a prescription for 4 diff boy meds they have also put me on sleepers and other drugs trail I'm heartbroken xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

@SueHeath he also offered support from the mental health team to help me come to terms with the situation xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

@janer1967 thank you for your support I hope you are OK xx

Alex_Alumni

Hi @Nicetomeetyou22 I'm really sorry to hear the doctor's wasn't so pleasant

Do you think you'll accept his offer of mental health support?

Nicetomeetyou22

@Alex_Scope no I declined it I'm even declining support from my partner I just wanna do this alone I'm sat crying atm with a cuppa just took my meds so waiting for them to kick in xxx

Alex_Alumni

I can't imagine what things are like for you at the moment, so just process things however is easiest for you in the moment.

You're probably feeling a lot of mixed feelings, and these will come and go. It's important you have time to manage these feelings by yourself, especially when you are used to being so independent.

 Your partner obviously wants to support you as well, and is probably also feeling anxious and worried, so when you are able to, perhaps speak to them about how you feel, and listen to how they feel.

I will say that it's okay to accept support @Nicetomeetyou22 you really don't have to manage alone.

The community is here for you in whatever way you need, and I hope the meds will get to work soon for you.

Nicetomeetyou22

Thank you @Alex_Scope my partner is heartbroken but I said we will get through this I will fight it 💪 I breakdown and cry when I hear lovesongs on the radio I'm a softie I just want to say thank you @Alex_Scope for all of your help and support and thank tou to my close friends on this forum especially my adopted mum @sueheath xxx

Alex_Alumni

That's okay @Nicetomeetyou22 we are all here for you   

janer1967

Sorry your appt was upsetting 

Take your time to get your head around it all but I would beg you not to cut your partner out 
 He will want to support you and you can both support each other I  sickness and in health as they say 

You can do this but you will need support from all directions eg emotional   medical , physical don't suffer alone 

Nicetomeetyou22

Thank you @Alex_Scope also thank you @janer1967 I have decided to let my partner guide me though this journey xx

SueHeath

Hello my friend ......... what can i say your/our worse thoughts.
Glad you let partner support you as i know he will.
Your in more shock then last time now so please give your self time to get over this hurdle then think about other help thats offered. I know you are a tough cookie with a soft heart, but with the help of SLEEP, your family and us you will crack this one. GREAT BIG soft HUG of me and my family xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

@sueheath I'm just trying to take it in I'm just keeping busy thank you for being such a good friend and for all support I hope I will sleep tonight as my doctor has put me on mitazipines 30mg along with the rest of my meds I'm carrying on as normal for my kids sake I have treatment plan in place I'm on tons meds docs going to ring me on the 6th June for nx steps I have my music blasting sorting my washing out sending you big hugs back and crazy love from my family to yours xxx

SueHeath

You had better put some rock music on @Nicetomeetyou22 then you can shake, rattle and roll ha ha xxxxxx